* Perturbed Heart * Messy Mood ...

* My heart became pertubed when I see you *

I wonder to look at you when I'm alone ...

I've no confident when I meet your friends ..

feeling awkward as well ...

My mood swinging every seconds ...

This is not me actually ...

I'm the one easy going before I meet you ..

and yet , I changed ....

I'm not ann anymore ...

I don't know how to express my feelings to my friends ...

I tired .... tiring untill no feeling ...

My mind just filling you ...

I knew maybe other not support our relation ...

but , I feel so helpless without you ...

* My mood becoming messy *

Just like Debris messy on the floor ...

I feel so irony when I look at other couple ..

I feeling cold at the night ...

Just having droplets raging from my eyelids ...

Dropping without any sound ...

* Frankly speaking *

I'm still within you ...

I'm still miss you ...

I'm still need you ...

I'm still love you ...

* I Love You A Lots *

[ and yet I feel distress when I can't do anything ]