~ I'm trying to change ~

ann is trying to change ...

I don't know what am I going to change ...

But somethings happened that really changed me ...

Nobody will know me completely ...

I'm the one lack of a sense of security ...

I hate that i'm alone ...

Is not I want to be like that ...

somethings is hard for me to say out ...

My parents left me during my childhood ...

I've been lost my parents' attend since I'm 5 years old ...

untill I'm 13 .. they're came back for me ...
I've to bear all the things by myself ...

" I'm tough enough actually !

I trusted on what have I done for myself "

This is the only way for me to carry on my life ...

maybe you all can't know what my feeling ...

But ...

I'm sure that I need someone that can lead my life completely ...

actually .. I'm not dare to reveal my life before ...

It's making me feel awkward as well ...

I realized there is no turning point for anyone of us ...

I just can proceed my journey ...

For me , you're just a passerby ...

I'm so stupid to trust on LOVE ...

I'm giving 100 and 100 % for you ...

and now what's the hell for me !

I've lost my friends now ...

[ " Love is nothing ! Love is nothing ! "

You don't care , I don't care ! ]

It's better way for me now to stop it ! ...

ann is totally & completely A N T I - L O V E now !

I'm trying to change ...

I'm trying to change ...

I want to be happy everyday ...

I'm happy when everybody is happy around ...

I Love You , friends !

grateful for all the support ...

Thanks sincerity :

Samantha @ Andrew @ PhuiGi @ Sushi @ CheaYee @ Carolyn @ EeLi @ Enni @ JiaXian @ JuhnXiarn @ YenFern @ Shugan @ IvanYan @ WaiHoong @ Jackson

Just from : ann ^___^ ...