Neglecting Smile

My smile is Neglecting ,

I wonder to smile everyday ,

and yet , I'm so gloomy ,

I wonder to smile for Happiness ,

and yet , I'm crying for reasonless ,

I wonder to smile when everyone is smiling ,

and yet , I'm so stingy to smile without hesitating ,

I wonder to smile day and night ,

and yet , My mouth closed tight ,

I wonder to smile because of non-sense ,

and yet , It doesn't have any outcome .

My smile is Neglecting ,

I can't even know why should I smile likely ..

I can't even know why other can smile easily ..

I can't even know why I looks like having Neuropathy ..

My smile is Neglecting ,

Smile is buried somewhere ...

Smile is covered by someone ...

I'm seeking for my SMILE

* I MISS HIM *