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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

R.A.N.D.O.M

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ann blogging
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Had been few days din't log on to my bloggie
Recently , busy with study ... final is just around ~
Planned to hang out On Thursday but failed ...
aiks ! I don't like to study much !
I don't like to study continuously !
I don't like to study everyday !
It's just stress-ing me >__<....
but ...
I'm willing to study for myself C= ...
I would to study without stress C= ...
Monday's Midnight [ Tues ] ... drank 2 cups Of coffee ~
Wow ! made me can't sleep whole night x__x"""
This's so call study ~
aiks ! sorry for my self-loving ~ Hehees {n_n}
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* Officially Missing You *
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All I hear is raindrops Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go Cause this pain I feel It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you I thought that from this heartache
I could escape But I fronted long enough to know There ain't no way
And todayI'm officially missing you Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially All I do is lay around Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now So that I could get through to you somehow But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me I just can't find a way To let go of you It official You know that I'm missing you Yeah ye
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Lie awake in the night ~
Listening to this song ~
Is ann miss-ing someone ???
The lyrics are just so nice ...
ann it !
{ wish him get well soon } C= * Hugss ...
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Lastly ,
wish ther best Of luck to every Candidates !
Gambateh CALUK's 9A2 ^___^ !!!!
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Friday, November 20, 2009

* AcQuaIntanCe *

09th October 2oo9
The day Of encountered ,
recalling back In a sudden ...
~ It had been ~
[ 1 month & 11 days ]
" 111 "
Nice Number !
It's our acquaintance a fate ?
Whatever ~ ...
Just let It flow till the moment I turn blind permanently ...
from : ann { 20th Nov 2oo9 }

Thursday, November 19, 2009

A I Ksssss ! ! !

I totally forgot today Math's session changed to 8.00a.m !!!
Just DAMN Me ! >____< !!!
I dn wanna skip Math ga !!!!
Shit Shit !!!!
_)*&^$%$#*E^&Y(RE(**Q#&*&O&^$^&
fOhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PekCekkkkkkk !
sorry Ms.Chong ~ .. T__T"""... sobh sobhh ~

Freaking CrazY >___< ! ! !

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!
It's freaking CrazYyyyyy ! MAN !!!! ~
Big Big sweat !!!
I just took a Quiz through facebook !
&
Get 17,425 CommentSssss !
Wth*** ! shock me >___<...
Izit kena Virus ?!!!
~ ... =_______=""""""""""""""""""""

Just Nothing !

Nothing much to say ~
Just feeling bored !
Nothing much to do ~
Just feeling Isolated !
Nothing much to think ~
Just feeling blanked !
Nothing ! Nothing ! Nothing !
Just realized that final is coming towards me !
Ohh My !
What's the life for me right now ?!
suCkx ! mannnn ~ ...
What's the hell in this college right now ?!
suckXx ! mann ~ ...
What's the weather for me right now ?!
Cold ! mannn ~ ....
I'm freeze for few days ! ! !

* all about St.John Ambulance ~ ^o^ ! ! !

International Cadet Camp 2oo8
Date : 10th - 16th December 2008
My group : Purple 3
Leader : Sofea from Selangor
My Lovely Group's Members :
ChiaJun (Sel) , OngChunKeat (Kedah) , TeoHaoYun (Sel) , ChongXinPei (Kedah) , AngelWong (Pahang) , NgShuHao (Sel) , LiewJieXin , PorCheauYun , LimAnHui , WongHueiYi , YeahEeLing , ChongYeeQiong (Sel) , LooGanSheng (Kedah) , JecalineYeoh (Penang) , LaiCheeKen (Sel) ,
ClaudiaHuiHongLi (HK) , M.Rajkaran (SriLanka)
Still remember that ~ I'm the Oldest in the group =____="""...
Lolz... just ann was the form 5's students among all of them ... big sweat ~~~~~ !!!
Nice Drawing Of CheeKen !







Saint. John !!!!
Cool !
roCks !
* Meaningful for ann *


National Competition : among 12 states
[ 1st place In ShortCase ]
Champion ! Champion ! Champion !
[ 4th place in Nursing ]
[ 5th place in footdrill & UniformCheck ]

[ Champion for State Competition ]
1st NS Area : Nursing Adult Team
. . . competed with 2nd NS Area (PortDickson) . . .

[ 1st NS Area Competition ]

Scholastic Award from FSNCD { First Seremban Nursing Cadet Division }




Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Wednesday ~ 18th November 2oo9 *

Ielts session had been cancel ,
I slept till 10++ am , after that ~
I continue to play " Cafe World " through facebook !
lolzZzz .. I think I'm already addicted to it !! >____<... No ! nO ! NooOoo ! I've to stop it !
Today just having Chemistry's class by Our beloved Mr.Liammmmmmm ~ ...
around 1++ pm, I went DiningHall and bought some biscuits ...
saw JuhnXiarn still sitting there and eat a giant plate Of rice ! Wahaaha !!!
Wow ! ann was so concentrate in the class today ...
The topic is about : Metal Halides [ Periodicity ]
ummm... I'm trying hard to understand the equation written by Mr.Liam ,
I get PekCek ! cause both of the equation shown by lecturer are Imbalanced !!!!!

* 1st equation : Excess NH3

{ Ag+Cl- + 2NH3 =>> [Ag+(NH3)2]+ + Cl- }
" > soluble complex< "

* 2nd equation : Concentrated NH3

{ Ag+Cl- + NH3 =>> [Ag+(NH3)2]+ + Cl- }
" > soluble complex < "

realized what's the differences ?!!! aiks ! Damn it ! The equations are the same ! and It's unbalanced ! I'm following the notes all the way .. but ... there're a lot of extra Notes given by Mr.Liam on the white board and It's considered not in the syllabus ! suddenly talked about the "LIGAND" which is the word will be appear in NextSemester ! sweat enough ~The topic in this Semester also not yet done , still taught the next one !!!!!! Shit Shit Shit !!!!! Fohhhhhhhhhh !!!!!

At the end of the class , lecturer said :
" actually you all don't bother the equations , you just have to know It's the soluble complex ! "
Big Sweat !!!!! >____<> shout a word Out loudlyyyyyy * F U C K !!! * LolZzzzz .. Me , CheaYee , JiaXian & Enni laugh madnesssssssly~ xD !!!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Different Day ?

I like the word on my neck ~

四眼妹 ! ! !
真搞笑,唔知点解好似有dit NOOB 样 xD ! ! !



I'm 巧恩 ...


I'm doing my Chemistry's Reports ~
Well ~ frankly speaking ! Is Printing My Report from coursemates !
aiks ! sweat ~
Today feeling weird and speechless ...
Is it different me ???
Umm... Maybe not ! Hahaaa !!! cause I'm still self-loving ! xD .. LolzzZz ~
ewww ! backpain ! ! ! 风湿病啊..老咗!

Deep Down In My Heart ❤

张敬轩 : http://www.1ting.com/player/98/player_201094.html

哭了 才发现自己真的受伤你曾对我 说你永远是我的
为了 爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了 你快乐我就快乐
* 也许是我们彼此都太年轻了 总是特别容易沉溺在爱情
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火 你也离开 我还是想对你说
Baby I You so much 你走了我的心在淌血
Baby You Hurt Me so bad 想要你回到我的世界
Baby I You so much 你给我的诺言已经瓦解
Baby You Hurt Me so bad 只要我们都着无论多苦都值得
说好的 你怎么忘记了...


I lie awake in the middle of the night ,
ann , what's going on now ???
Maybe herself also don't know why ...
The coldness wake her up ~
A wave of apathetic dashed her !
The feeling cold , It's get frozen inside ...
No matter don how many pieces of blankets ,
It's can't conceal what's her feeling ~
each of the tears is buried &
is still ... linger in her eyes ~
The blazing solvent is waiting to come out without any indication ....
Completely melts ann ... ... Totally breaks her ... ...


王菀之 Ivanahttp://bu.lonelylive.cn/...LJnM9zfXd0tauJnA9bg==.mp3

灯光也 音乐低声 口中的棉花糖也融化
窗外阴天 人是无聊 我的心开始你了
* 电话响起了 你要说话了 还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了 是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了 滴 下 的 眼 泪 已 停 不 住
天下起雨了 人是不快乐 真 的 受 伤

Saturday, November 14, 2009

× 伤 感 ×

不知为什么……
心里总会有那一点点的刺痛……
每一秒的脉搏,就似针一样刺着我……
有时候,痛的泪流……
有时候,难受不已……
有时候,竟想停住心脏……
让我好好歇息一会儿……
我的回忆……
逐渐禁止……
可是,那一幕又一幕的情景,还是深深地烙印在我的脑海里……
我停止怀念,但,那百般的痛楚弱了我的心脏……
慢慢的心跳,使我变得更加懦弱……
不知为什么……
每当我孤单的一个人……
就会把那些回忆翻查……
一页一页的翻过,虽然已是过去,但,还是一样身同感受~
好累…好累……
曾经……
放声大哭,默默流泪,
但……
泪水始终在眼眶打转,永远都徘徊在眼睛里~

Friday, November 13, 2009

13th Nov 2009

Today Math's Class started at 8.00am till 10.00am ...
Lolz.. Damn tired in the Morning ~ and I woke up at 6.ooam ..
aiksss !! feeling cold this few days .. T___T...
after the session end , Me and Samantha went to sidewalk and take a ligth breakfast ~
Mr.Nick was late =___=""".. speechless ~
I'm wondering why people set his ringtone and alarm using the same SONG ~ x,x!!! sweat ~
I followed sasa and went to her shop at Kajang first then 3 Of us : ann , sasa and Nick went to MidValley together ~
around 12++pm , we're starving and went to ZanMai sushi to have our lunch together with MinMin [ sasa's gf ] ...
The food there considered Nice .. but not nice as Genki ..Lolz..4 peoples = RM 146 ++ !
Our Movie starts at 2.00pm : 2012 , I'm just realized that GSC's seat is not comfortable at all ! >___<... I prefer TGV .. aiks !
The Movie was Quite long ... around 2 hours..
after that , we shopped and get a present for Samantha ... Umm.. not that expensive but meaningful ~ Haha ! you'll know it On Monday ~ MasterMind xD ...
fruit juices and HaggenDazz's IceCream was the dinner for ann & Nick ..
Is pretty Nice ! ~ ^____^...Wow ! we shopped till 9++ pm.. Hahahaa ~
really exhausted because already tired for few days and we never get a well rest !
Happy Birthday , My sasa C=

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Samantha 18" Birthday * 13th Nov 2009 *


Samantha's 18 Birthday

[ 13th November 2oo9 ]
HappyBirthday , my dearest Samantha !!!
^___^... become 18 already ... sama-sama Tua xD !...
Hope you always in The Pink Of Health !
stay pretty always -0^!!! Get a lots Of A* in A-level !
Hugsss ~

18" SaSa

Juhn =___="""...


samantha @ CheaYee @ ann






ann is " Mong Cha Cha "
sweat case ~ ! =__=



Monday, November 9, 2009

[ ann's Psychology Personality ]

Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.
You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.
You love deeply... you may flirt along and people think you’re a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
You love actions... with the hero-like taste! You focus on your strengths and use them to protect persons/things that are important to you.

D O W N . D O W N . D O W N .

already 3 fishes in One Of the page !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

31 per 50 !!! Wth ! The first Question already wrong !

Damn Bad Mood Today !!!
Hate It >__<
Why no one understand Me ?! Huh !!
somemore get the SHIT result for MATH's test !
really suCkx !
[ This is not the point that make me angry ]
Just I try to Vent Over here !
! I swear that I'll get a better result for next time !
and ...
something making me 不爽 !
I fare out with this type Of feelings !
again ...
I feeling that I'm lack Of sense of security !!!
I Hate This Feelings !
I Hate This Feelings !
I Hate This Feelings !

Friday, November 6, 2009

Kiss The Rain

" I Often close my eyes
and I can see You smile
You reach out for my hand
and I'm woken from my dream
Although your Heart is Mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your LOVE
and I never will "
* [ And every Night
I Lie Awake
Thinking maybe You LOVE Me
Like I've always LOVED You
but How can You LOVE Me
Like I LOVED You when
You can't even look Me straight In my Eyes ] *
I've Never felt this way
To be So In LOVE
To have someOne there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't You supposed to be
The One to wipe My tears
The One to say that You would never Leave
The Waters Calm and Still
My reflection is there
I see You holding Me
But then You disappear
All That is left Of You
Is a Memory
One that Only , Exists In My Dreams
* [ * ] *
I don't know what Hurts You
but I can feel it Too
and It just Hurts so Much
To know that I can't do a Thing
and Deep down In My Heart
Somehow I Just Know
That no matter what
I'll always LOVE You
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This song is really Nice ...
& I don't care have to use how much time to retype It ^___^...
ann wanna Kiss The Rain !

Everything is too fast ?!

Damn !
Why so fast ?!
Umm..
I still don't know why I having that Guard inside me ...
Don't know why ... I still feeling guilty when I did that ...
Yes..
I'm sad right now ...
Everything is too fast ,
and , I really can't stand it ...
ann :
Expectation brings me despair ,
started wandering ,
be scared of it ,
fear feelings .

[ 31st October @ 1st November ] " 2oo9

Location : KLIA
Aim : SeeYou , Mohi !
Noob KLIA ! all the shops closed at 11++ pm...
sweat case ! why airport's shop will be close ???
stupid ! 24 hours bussiness is a must for an airport !
am I right ? =___="""
Whatever ~ taking photo like crazy over there ! xD ...


I Just want to go " There " ... Lolz... C=

ann : piang !
Nick : aiyak ! >__< .... ann : Hahaa.. Laugh like mad ... Mohi Mohi puppy !!!

International Departures !!! Bye !
Heheheee... simply take one ..

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Location : Thistle PortDickson Resort
Aim : for fun ^____^...
Result : I Like That Place Damn Much !!!
Conclusion : Happy ! , Exhausted ! , Get Sick On Monday ! ,
Skipped Math for an hour ! , Skipped Bio session ! ,
Sleep whole night !

reflection C= ...

Nice One ~ ...

aiya.. self loving again xD !!!

Ms. ann @ Mr. Nick


purposely ~.. Hehees..





Blerks !!!

Thursday, November 5, 2009

My Bloggie !!!!

Ohh My Dear !
You know I Miss You ?
You know I really Love You ?
Yes, I Do !
My Lovely Bloggie !!!! >___<....
It had been long time that ann not within you !
Muacks ! I Love You, Bloggie C=..