『 如果 』

复杂的化学物品堆积在填海的废堆里 ，

慢慢地累积使它团得愈来愈大 ，

侵蚀了茫茫的大海 ，

在这期间……

一片叶子落在这团废堆里 ，

这一片叶子为这团废堆带来了色彩 ，

绿色的叶子让枯死的树重生 ，

绿色的叶子为这棵树带来了希望 ，

绿色的叶子细心地进行光合作用 ，

因为它 ， 这棵树变得有生命了 ，

因为它 ， 啄木鸟不再停留在树的身上 ，

因为它 ， 那小小的寄生虫也慢慢地离开了 ，

千千白白的叶子衬托出这棵树的生命 ，

有了它 ， 这棵树慢慢的成长了 ，

有了它 ， 这棵树的生命显得更加珍贵 ，

不知从何时开始……

这棵树竟忘了……

原来那绿色的叶子也会在自己的身上枯萎而死 ，

这棵树始终不能失去那绿色的叶子 ，

当那千百片的落叶撒在这棵树的身旁 ，

这棵树觉悟了……

原来这一切的快乐都因为叶子的存在 ，

看见那褪色的落叶 ， 树心开始枯黄了 ，

我忍不住把这些枯叶拾起 ，

放进了树心的书签本里一一标记 ，

因为它终究是这棵树最美丽的回忆 。

如果一切是相同以往的 ，

我会万分感激 。

如果我只与“沙”和“岸”认识 ，

我想那该有多好 。

如果叶子从未出现 ，

我真的觉得可惜 。

如果时光可以倒流 ，

我宁可回到还未碰见叶子之前 。

希望这些……都不是定局～

因为这些都已侵入了这棵树里……很是痛楚～

Officially Missing You

... These days ...

I'm officially missing you ~

Yes , I Miss You !

I can sure that C=...

sometimes ,

Your shadow is just blinking through my mind ~

sometimes ,

I'm feeling bless about it ~

sometimes ,

I'm feeling angry because Of it ~

Hahaahaa ~ If You do not know what I say , Then just take a guess -0^ !!

Had been a few months ,

I'm totally out of thinking about " What Is Relation "...

but then ,

... few days ago ...

My secret friend , Mr.Y ...

He keep On telling me that he need a girlfriend !

Ohh ! He's damn cute !

Is not because of his face is because of his desperation ~

Lolz ! really let him gek daoOoo ~ =__=""

* Maybe I know what I need for now and future *

Yes ! Mr.Y ! You're reminded me !

I need a life partner ...

Doesn't means that is forever ~

But ...

I'm prefering LastLonger ~

Holidays

This Holidays damn N O O B err ~ =__=''''
T V , Shopping , OnLine , Sleeping & so so so soOoo On ~ ...

everything is just repeat and repeat !

{ S T U P I D }

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Sunday ,

went Ikano to buy some furniture with my parents ,

Hees... actually , they wanna buy a new sofa ! but ~

Me and mt lil bro go shopped shopped together at The Curve !

Lolz ! They buying furniture but I'm buying shirts xD ! Hahahaaaa ~

finally , I choosed the sofa for them at Harvey Norman C=..

is in dark grey colour ^__^.. I L O V E It ! ^^...

Monday ,

went Sg.Wang with ShuTeng , KaiJun , and ShuYin ...

early in the morning ,

I went to Teng's house and we took our brunch together with her family,

around 12++ am , Teng be the driver C=.. Lolz !

we spent around 4-5 hours at TS ... Damn it !

just make my brain spinning all the time with those messy stuff over there =___="""...

after that , Me together with ShuYin go MidValley by TAXI ..

wow ! It costed us RM15..

we having dinner at SEED Cafe which's the place Yin's bf working -0^...

It was the first time i went there ...

The foods are nice ! Try it ^^*...

Tuesday ,

Ikano again ~

aiks ! My legs almost crack larh !

repeating ~

My parents buying furniture and I buying shirts !

LMAO !!! Hahahahaaaa >____<....

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No Title ~

Umm...

really can't think about the title ~

lolz.. sorry err reader ...

9++ early in the morning ,

I went back to Seremban to attend the Nursing Course ...

aiks ! the stupid train always delay one , make me feeling sien err ~ ...

after i went back to seremban ,

my primary schoolmates date me out =__="""...

Lolz ! sweat larh ~ Just a few hours ago I'm still at Selangor ,

and now you all only date me ~ Hemp ~

actually, I just went back to incharge the courses ...

because my gang just counted as semi-senior ~

Hehees ... Umm... nothing much to say ...

Cause recently I'm just blank-ing my mind ^__^...

just let it take a rest ~

I'm tired ... -0^...

Holidays boring one =="""...

dull ~

~ Damn X Mood ~

These few days ...
I keep on Vent Over here !
Just having a lot Of things within me ...
I'm searching for the one who willing to listen to me ..
But , I can't get it... Haix...
finally ,
I come around here ~
I should be happy after examination as usual ~
I should become mad after examination ~
But , this time I din't ...
Just feeling that I'm totally free but without anything ...
seriously , I miss my family so much ...
Miss my friends all the way ...
they all are away from ann ... T__T...
I hope to see them just a while ..
but every time also failed ~
My parents came for the last 2 weeks ...
but ... unfortunately I'm out for my dinner !
I really get mad ! cause already many times I can't meet them ! ...
My friends ~ they all already enjoying their Holidays ...
but not me ... I hope to be with them ...
My family , they all went for their trips ...
but left me .... I hope to travel with them ...
But .. I already expected that they will be very busy with their work now ..
So... Gone ! and I don't hope to disturb them for now ...
is already the end of the year !
I gained a lot of experiences ...
Included the happiness between me and him ,
Included the sadness between me and him ,
Included the complications between me and him ,
Included the ending between me and him ...
I take such a long time to give up ... Just for him ....
and I learned something from this ....
I'll never sacrifies all the tears for someone ,
I'll never give someone full of my heart ,
I'll never trust any promises ,
I'll never listen to the craps by others ,
I'll never wait for the one not worth ...
Never ....
Unless ~ I get somebody to change my point of view ...
I found that I'm so childish sometimes ~
Maybe you're right that I'm try to act happy instead of sad ...
Yes ! I do ! and I always do ~
I'm hiding some feelings that making me suffer ...
I'm hiding some words that I won't let people knows ...
I'm hiding some worrying which changing me all the time ...
I'm hiding myself in the corner just near to the septum of my heart ...
When the excitation waves spreading rapidly throughout my heart ,
I will be explode anytime ...
The waves are just so strong to make me dead !
strong enough to make me hurt !
Goshhh ~ Is just so pain !
till I do not know how to express it ...
I'm trying to manage my heartbeat every time ...
But ~
I'm wondering how long that I'll be around this world ...
I'm wondering to know myself ...
I'm wondering who are my deepest friend ....
I'm wondering why people can change their mind damn fast ...
I'm wondering that whether every little things I did is right Or wrong ...
{ sad ann }
recently , I just feel that someone is tired ~
I just not hope that I'll affect others ~
... Cause I've no rights to make anyone suffer just because of me ...
Just left me if you found that you've got wrong decision before ...

Statement Of Love

The Kiss

Kiss on the hand

I adore you

Kiss on the cheek

I just want to be friends

Kiss on the neck

I want you

Kiss on the lips

I love you

Kiss on the ears

I am just playing

Kiss anywhere else

lets not get carried away

Look in your eyes

kiss me

Playing with your hair

I can't live without you

Hand on your waist

I love you to much to let you go

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When a GIRL is quiet ...

millions of things are running in her mind..

When a GIRL is not arguing ...

she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...

she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...

she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you

she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ..

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...

she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ..

she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ....

no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Find a guy ..

who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ...

kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you ...

of how much he cares about you , and how lucky he is to have you .

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her! '

O V E R

Ohh ! take a look at this !

yesterday , sasa fetched YeeChong go to Nilai's KTM ...

after that , both Of us : SaSa & Me witness this incidence !

My Goshhhhhh ! What's happening ?!

The houses get burned ! Pity Pity >___<....

This semester is over !

Last paper : Biology [ 9th December ]

Wow ! This semester's final !

Hell :

C H E M I S T R Y !

Heaven :

B I O L O G Y !

Ohh my ! ! !

... Before The Test ...

I aimed "A " for M A T H & S T A T ,

" B " for B I O ,

" C " for C H E M .

{ range : A , 80 - 100 ; B , 70 - 79 ; C , 60 - 69 ; D , 50 - 59 }

... After The Test ...

Just hope that I'll passed C H E M I S T R Y !!!

50 % also great enough !

Additionally, I've got LOW Coursework Marks for Chemistry !!!

seriously ! I worry about it ! Damn Shit !

Hope that can get at least one A in this semester !

I already swear on Last Semester !

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T O D A Y

Sad case ... Haiz... I feeling not well early in the morning ~

aiks ! don't know what the Hell is going !

already influenced by that HELL's Test !

somemore get sick for Bio paper ! Just making me x M O O D !

I'm so suffer ... haiz.. till now .... I'm still feeling bad mood !

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A lot of things happened...

Just everything happen in a second !

fare Out with all this such things !

aiks ! Holidays beginning !

but ~ seems don't have any destination for me ...

T____T .... My family already went for their trip but left me ....

sobhh sObhh ~~~ ...

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Haiz... everythings gOne ?!

My mind started to spin again !!!

I hate those words attacking me !

I hate those stupid relations !

Hate it ! Hate it ! Hate it !

Ewww ! ! !

Attn :

Don't ever date me If I refuse to go with you !

I hate that ! You're nothing ! Please don't expect too much !

B L O G

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Drop By !

* studying and become xxxxxxx Mood !

I just simply drop by instead Of !!!! S T U D Y !!!!!

Ohhhhhhh !!!!! Just BLESS me now ! >___<""""

Ewwww !~

Things're changing in every minutes

" everything seems different "

My life is completely changed !

" everything seems different "

My friend's status changed !

" everything seems different "

My family is far from me !

" everything seems different "

My room here isn't the One I Love !

" everything seems different "

" Just every little things ! "

among these days ...

My mind clearly stated whether that's a ' FRIEND ' or an ' ENEMY '

among these days ...

My mind told me not to trust people easily !

among these days ...

My mind lead me to another way of me !

among these days ...

everything is changing because my point of view totally changed !

Why do I changed ?!

every little things affecting me ...

I getting sensitive and sensitive ...

either physically or psychologically ...

I wanna be Immune ! ! !

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“ 说好话，做好事，存好心 ”

The probabilities are (1/3) = 0.333333~ respectively !

0.333333 + 0.333333 + 0.333333 = 0.999999 ~

They're an Infinite value !

Means ...

everyone of us not the perfect one !

Seriously !

everyone of us should choose one of it ,

3C1(0.333)(0.667)2 = 0.4444444 ~

P(X=x) = 0.444444

It's clearly shown , It'll not be definitely 1 !

If you're the Immoral one ! PLEASE ~ choose one of it to Improve yourself !

STOP crapping when other facing problems ~