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Sunday, May 30, 2010

Define A Word

Today ,
Chat with one of my friend ~
and suddenly I heard a WORD : Hilarious
Oops ! It's sounds familiar ~
I not really know what does it mean actually ~
Haha ! No worries ! Google Search !
I found it ! ^__^* ~
Hilarious meant 滑稽的 !
Maybe It's just a decriptive word..
I don't think got any problem with it ...

Saturday, May 29, 2010

I Do Not Know Why ~


Look at this !
看一下 !
Tengok ini !
I don't know why ?!
我不知道為什么?!
Saya Tak tau Kenapa ?!
Ohh My god ! when we look at this , We straight away laugh !
Lolx ! Why having this kind Of pose for a " MAN " or " BOY "
Hahahahahaaaaaaaa !!!! Laugh till stomach pain xD

Friday, May 28, 2010

RanDom

有个人、爱过了、就结束了
有句话、说过了、就后悔了
有道伤、痛过了、就麻木了
有颗心、颤过了、就破碎了

有时候、想说出那三个字、
却没勇气有时候、想说出另三个字、
却狠不下心有时候、想刻意记得、
却总是忘记有时候、想可以忘记、却总是败笔

想忘、那美好的过去想忆、
却渐渐逝去想静、却心烦意乱想哭、
却泪已流尽曾幻想、你我依然在一起曾梦想、

我会一生有你而现实、
看见你、
我在躲避不见你、
却在寻觅而如今、
说不出那种感觉
道不出那份思念

Thursday, May 27, 2010

【 I'M Not Really Okay 】

What A Holy Holy sh!t ?!
Monday Is My CHEMISTRY PAPER 2 !
AND !
What Am I Doing Here ?
Blog ?! On Line ?! Games ?! MSN ?!
Ohh My GOD !
Blogging somemore !
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit !
I never study since I took my dinner !
What The Hell Am I Doing ?!
HUH ?!
I'M tiring because of the date of the exam ~
I can't stand anymore !
why Cambridge set those "clevel" Timing & Torture us ?!
why ?!!!
I'M NUMB !
& Somehow ~ feeling stress !
aiks ! aiks ! aiks !
腰酸背痛!風濕病阿!唉~
老了啦~~~

Monday, May 24, 2010

[ Let It Unsolved ]


Haix ! What a crush On us ?

I received a call yesterday, saying that my Daddy's brother commit suicide !

what ?!! I hope that I'M listened wrongly !

I was stunned ! How could I react with this ?

The first thing came into my mind !

How about my cousins ? Their parents already Divorce !

Who is going to take care of them ?

I felt very uncomfortable when I get know to this problem ..

I feel like speechless .. somehow ~

What's going on actually ?! I don't know !

This Morning ...

I'M again received a call from my Mummy ~

Eventually , I knew what happened ~

My Dad's brother borrowed " Subsection Bad Credit " !

I think all of you should know what is it ?! It's so call " Ah Long " ..

WTF ! You commit suicide because you're not able to take the risk ?

I'M sorry to tell the truth .. I feel very very disappointed ...

I can't even imagine ! How My cousins could face all these things ...

They are just Teenagers !!! Because Of your self-fishness ?!

I'M really really SORRY that I have shown my feelings from the standpoints Of My cousins !

and I really really don't know why ???? Why ?! You did all the things ! and Let It Unsolved ?!

I really really do not ! Never ! Hope that The Bad things will comes towards all my family members after you're R.I.P !

God Bless You ~ and please ~ Bless Us Too ...

We're not suppose to take the Risks from you ...

Your children are not suppose to take this Risks from you ...

What do you expect ?!

They're just Youngster ! They're not able to bring up themselve without YOU ~

seriously , I do not know why I'M crying now ~ Tears flow on my cheeks ~

I'M crying not because you're no longer in this world ...

I'M crying because I don't know How could My Cousins stay without YOU ...




Saturday, May 22, 2010

『五個月又十八天』


五月二十二日,
不敢相信自己,竟然用了五個月又十八天,放下了一段所謂的“感情”,
已經到了一個句點,我把那兩千又二百四十八封的信息刪除,
我的手機再也不必Lag了!真可笑的結論!
這畢竟是個回憶,我也真正得到一場教訓~
朋友們,奉勸一句~做事不要過火了!
在任何時候,都得設下自己的底線!
在還沒搞清楚狀況前,最好別超越界限~
在還未確定別人的身份時,就別忘記自己的身份!
所謂的“自我中心”,并不是自私~
只是一種自我保護的能力~
曾經,有人告訴我,
每一段感情的開始,都是因為找到了代替品,代替過去的感情~
我并不贊同這種說法~
因為感情是真誠的!我不相信,代替的感情會長久!
就如我說的:
“每一段感情的終點,就是自己生命里的起點”,
“每一段感情的起點,就是生命里遺憾的終點”,
“人生重重疊疊,我的生命就這樣一直延續下去”,
“還是相信,總有一天,我不再需要任何的代替品”。

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Show Off My New Boyfriend ! xD

~ Feel Like Want To Post ~
seriously ,
I do not know why am I so in Love with My blog !
I'M addicted with it !
Aww !
Instead ,
It is Boyfriend ~ I Think So xD
Lolx !
sounds very stupid !
But ,
It Is The Truth !
and Seriously !
I wanna show it Off !
My New Boyfriend !
Blogger !
ANN YOU !
and ~
I do always know that ,
You will never leave me ,
You will never gone in my life ~
I do know that ,
YOU ANN TOO !
Wahahahaahahahaaaaaa !!!!!

♥ Camwhore ♥ I'M self-loving ! Aww !

My bracelet with that dice


I'M bite-ing My Nail ! Aha ! xD


Lolx !

I My Wu-Ying spec ! xD

HeloOooo ! I'M 38 po !

Ohh My godness ! I'M totally in Crazy Mood !
Had been such a long time I din't Camwhore ~
WoOohoOoo !
Today's CHEMISTRY" Lab !
aiks ! we not really have enough to finish all the Questions !
I choose to ignored those 1 Mark's Calculation !
Because I don't know hw to calculate !!!!
Eww !
Whatever ! ByeBye ! Paper 3 !
Don't ever RACK Me !!!!


Hehe ~
sorry that I'M !nsane !
Kindly
Ignore OR Click away from this post
when you feel stupid !
^^* ~

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Very The PekCekk !!

T___T''''
sob sobhh ~
recently bully by UNCLE !
eww !
I feel very bad !~
I feel want to pinch him 99 larh !!!
{>__<}!!!
Ohh My godness !
argghhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M gonna be crazy >,

Monday, May 17, 2010

♥ A Single Me ♥

A Moodless Me

A Stupid Me

An EMO Me


A Recent Me
Stepping On The Ground without anyone ~
A Recent Me
Think a lot of stupid stuff alone ~
A Recent Me
Facing My A's Level with My soul ~
A Recent Me
Stress-ing Myself whenever am I ~

A Recent Me

Cannot find anyone to let Me Murmur ~

A Recent Me
Feeling that I'M solely ~
A Recent Me
Feeling Helpless whenever am I ~
A Recent Me
Feeling that I'M again lost Myself ~
Maybe , I already get used , Not to be single ~
Maybe , I can't adapt Myself into this situation ~
Maybe , I'M still wondering & awaiting ~
Expecting something ,
BUT ,
I Can't really see through the things I expected ~
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Kindly Ignore this post when you don't understand ~ Because I don't really rearrange my words properly ~ I just feel to post the things that running through my mind ~



Friday, May 14, 2010

I'M Not Okay !

HaixXx !
I'M totally not okay right now ~
I can't even find a person who really can listen to me ~
Today ,
BIO's Paper completely made me down !
It's very very different from past years !
Whole paper just containing few Questions ~
Sounds easy ??? Huh ?
NO ! Marks for One Question is TOO MUCH !
Ohh My Godness ~
All the Questions are Tricky !
We all can't even understand what the Hell is it ?!!!
{>___<}"""
I'M not Ok ! I'M not Ok !!!!! aiksss !
Who will be here to Listen ?
Who will be here to let me Vent ?
Awwww ! Nobody ! Just My Blog =="""
sweat ! I Hate This Feelings very very much !

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

AO's Days !




Lolx !!! Study at AO day & Night with Drew ! first time in my life ! study till the MAX ! wow ! and I seriously realized that when we din't sleep , Our skin will become Darker !!! ewwww ! I don't want ! Mainly is because Of The flourescent Light ... I think so ~ ... Look at this ! Cornflakes & Milk ! We treat it as Our LUNCH or DINNER ? Huh ? Not really know ~ Lolx ! The last day for MATH's revision ! we met a lot of coursemates also ! Hehee.. Just like a class gathering over there ~ The Last day ! Almost all of us fed up with PAST YEAR Paperssss ! Brain is stucking cause " The More We did , The More The Mistakes are ! " Ohh My Godness ! ~ Today : 12th May 2010 , MATH's paper over , and I did charity with donated 3 marks Question ! Cause I used the remaining time to do Double Check instead of wasting my time On 3 marks question ! aiks !!! Friday : BIOLOGY Paper 2 ! Gambatehhhh {>__<}""" ....

Sunday, May 9, 2010

當我想起你 ❤


當我想起你,我會掏出手機,看看有沒有你的短信,即使我知道幾率是多么的,渺茫~


當我想起你,我會打下一連串的問候,最后卻始終沒按下“發送”的鍵,只是害怕打擾到你~


當我想起你,我會眺望遙遠的地方,卻不知道自己在想什么~


當我想起你,我會想,你會不會想我呢?哪怕只有那僅僅的一秒


當我想起你,我會夢見朦朧的你,自己卻不愿意醒過來,只因害怕你的離開~


當我想起你,我會深深呼吸,把想念你的空氣吸進,離心臟最近的地方~


當我想起你,我會照著鏡子,審視自己是否匹配你~


‘ 我’戒不掉對‘你’的想念~

Saturday, May 8, 2010

!說謊 !

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会结果都指望
我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱 何况那算什么
反正爱情不就都这样
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强
我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿
【我沒有說謊】
【我不懂得說謊】
【我何必要說謊】
【是愛情說謊】
【我沒有說謊】
『只是安慰遮掩不了自己』
【我沒有說謊】
『只因謊言遮掩不了自己』
【我沒有說謊】
『只是沒有勇氣面對愛情

I Found It !

eventually !
I had calm Myself down ~
I'M in stability ~ Hees ~
I'M happy today ~
Weeee !~
I LOVE Myself !
I Just LOVE Myself !
I Super duper LOVE Myself !
Weeee !~
aikss !
But ~
I'M having Homesick ! ><""
It suppose to be at My sweet sweet HOME !
But then ,
I'M staying at INTI to prepare As Examination !
My Dearest 1A2's Coursemates !
God Bless Us !
We can strike for the best !!!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! I'M effing MoOdy ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I'M Very PekCek now !!!
What The Heck is running in My Mind ?!
I should know Myself better than anyone !
I should have enough self-control than anyone !
I'M effing EMO now !!!
I think I will do something Crazy right now !
What The Hell is happening now ?!
I really don't know !
I should not think those STUPID stuff again !
Since I promised Myself !
I'M not clever as you all !!!
I can't even solve !
solve just a tiny little problem !
I Hate lar weiii ~
I can't mention what problem am I facing !
please forgive Me !
Because I've no right to say it out at all !
I'M Moody !
What A Holy Sh!t AM I ?!
DaMnnn Me !!!!!! {>__<}"""

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

! fcuk !

I just get the permission from Js !
He let me show off this xD ..
Hahahaaa !!!
Lolx ..
YENG erh !
ANN said :
" IF you don't like me , "
╭∩╮(︶︿︶)╭∩╮
Off ! Please ~ ^^* ..
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Monday, May 3, 2010

【I N S O M N I A】

Memories ,
They keep rotating on my Mind's Orbital ~
In the Middle Of The Night ,
I'M again sleepless ~
I Look at My personal Diary ,
I Look at the post On My Blog ,
It keeps remind me ,
remind me that ,
I'M strong enough ,
To bear every ENDING of the story ~
The STORY that I never want to be the PROTAGONIS !
I would rather be an Ordinary Audience ,
To feel others but not feels Myself ~
Because It is PAIN to get the true feeling in Oneself !
Why should I get involve in every STORY ?
It sounds Interesting at the beginning ~
But ,
Till The End ~
I don't even know who am I actually in the STORY ~
Yea ! I Like to Daydreaming !
It is the way for me to destress Myself ~
I can control every single thing in My Daydreaming ~
I can control every character in My DayDreaming ~
Owh ! sounds that I'M so selfish !
Maybe ,
Others will tought that I'M just playing around ~
People ~
Please everyone tell me !
How well you know me ?
You all won't know My feelings !
Eventhough Myself !
I will also lost somewhere ~
I'M not perfect !
You know ?
Attn :
Is It sounds weird ?
Kindly Ignore This Post
IF
you found out that ,
You don't understand ^^* ~

我喜歡的詞 ^^*~

用味觉带动情感
愿不需眼睛去觅寻
恋爱的观感
自味觉传来的兴奋
简单清新原来动人
那感觉 退散心底的晦暗
每天精彩的菜谱
总有日苍老
那及平常事一样好
情感开水里流露
最简单的菜式
全用爱创造
如果 情感 糖果一般吸引
谁会 留意 和爱距离渐近
清淡中 平凡中 将味觉化作热能
原来美味情缘只需一个吻
没下雨就是蓝天
没香草也不觉用盐
清淡本自然
未熟透葡萄的咀脸 涩
苦过后如同蜜甜
似身体渗进恋爱的乐园
简单开心的菜谱
怎算是枯燥
有情人陪著起舞
如果开水不够好
只须加点气氛 调味变角度

沒有MOOD掉!




很閑啊~

等考試等到麻木!

不是“串”!

就只是真的很悶!

CHEMISTRY~

我拜你啊~也求我自己啊~

要考好一點啦!

最近都每天胡思亂想的~

很“廢”!

什么垃圾都想!

哎喲~真是沒有MOOD掉啦!

ANN !

想什么想?!

想你個屁啦!

怎么會覺得自己傻?

奇怪 {=__=}"""

怎么辦叻?

!!!!!!!死鬼!!!!!!

Blog 到一半,被蚊子叮!

氣死我了啦!

蚊子!

怎么你那么愛我?!!

我去到哪,你就跟到哪 >_<"""

我改名叫蚊子算啦!

{x,x}"""
What The Heck !