sleepless Tonight ,
It's 3.17a.m right now ~
actually I'M damn tired ,
but yet I'M having Insomnia ~
feeling bad for these few weeks ,
Many things crashed on me directly ...
A-level ,
I'M not giving up as Lecturer told us on what our senior did ~
I'M trying to get every lil things in the class ,
But then ! It's useless ! Don't tell me MATH is easy now !
Yes ! A's MATH is very very easy ! and now ! It's another story !In another way ,Maybe it's considered easy for our Lecturer ~
But not us , Okay !~ I tried to ask so many friends either form 6 or Degree students ~ What The Heck !They do not know what am I asking about ! when we asked Our MATH's Lecturer , The MATH we learning is it the same as Degree students ? He answered with smiley face:You need not to know ~ ^^*..we were like .. speechless!

Bio , stack and stacks of Notes ! My fcuking God ! I'M effing stress when I look at it ...
read few times , keep repeating ! I also not really understand !~ somemore get scold by lecturer ...
we're human being ! you tired ? Yes , you are .. How about us ? In lecturer's eyes , we as a student will only playing around ? You think that way ? We also get tried to work on it , but then , you all want us to show you when we're working for A2 examination ???
 Friends ,
Ohh My Godness , I'M here to please you all ... Give me some time to rest .. Don't ask this and that ~ I feel fed up with you all sometimes ... I respecting you all doesn't means that I've the responsibility to serve on you all ... okay ? Und ? additionally , I really fed up with Myself ~ I like someone that I'M not suppose to like ..
you all think I'M okay now ? be serious ! I also wondering why should I face those problem ? Is it everything related to me ? Why I need to bear it Myself ? I can't even speak out My problems ... Instead , who will support Me ? I think no ... Is It because this is My own choice to love someone ??? and again... I've the responsibility to bear it with Myself once more ?! Instead , I'M not strong enough to carry all those burden ... Maybe , Just Maybe ... I'M not mature  enough ~ and I'll try My very very best to do whatever that is able to make Myself distress !~ I'll be there for Myself ... No worries !