Just A Mess !

You filled me ,

It's burst like a crenation ,

You salvaged me ,

It's a bless for me ,

You consoled me ,

It's just feel a security for me ,

You regarded me ,

It's a happiness for me ,

You approaching me ,

and I feel you ...
You're just the one wake me up inside my little world ,
and I feel you ...

You're just so concerned about me ,

and I feel you ...

You're such lovable ,

and I feel you ...

I thought I've found you ,

I thought I've the rights to be with you ,

I thought It is just a starting point ,

I thought everything goes perfectly ,

I can't even think It can be spoilt without anything ,

I can't even think It can move on easily ,

I can't even think It can become this kind of situation ,

I can't even think I'm so in blur case for it ,

everything comes to me at the beginning ,

everything changed when I get the wrong judge of You ,

You're not comes to me , but others ...

It's just damaged me badly !

I can't blame anyone ,

I can't do anything ,

I can't believe it ,

I can't stand it .

It's all my choice , It's all my way ,

... I choosed to trust you but no others ...

I'm wondering who can give me an answer ,

but It just Nobody ...

You won't feel my feelings ,

You won't know who am I ,

I disappeared from your eyesight ,

It's just because I stay next to you without your knowledge ,

... Quietly , calmly and peacefully ...

and You never feel me ...

Disappointed to get that You can stay without me ...

It's just a mess for me and only me ...

My feeling is just so bad ...

I can't bear the ruthless you gave me ~