* I MISS THE ONE I MISSED *

12.33 am , 6th October 2009

I'm still awaken for this cold night ~

recall and recall somethings that's over ...

I really can't disclaim to miss someone ...

That memories haven't curtained in my mind ...

still fresh and clear in my heart ...

Just a moment ago ,

I checked the IP address in my CBox ,

and , I found someone protecting me ,

Myself again sink in C O N T R A D I C T I O N ...

I told myself that I'm tough enough ~

I told myself that I'm strong enough ~

I told myself that I'm staunch enough ~

I told myself that I'm brave enough ~

and yet , a wave of C O W A R D L Y raging towards me !

Immediately , I feeling that I'm such a tiny grains of sand besides the Ocean ~

* [ ann miss the One she missed ] *