_ save Our earth _

Earth is crying because of us ,

Earth is sick-ing because of us ,

Earth is suffer-ing because of us ,

Earth is exhaust-ing because of us ,

Earth is complain-ing because of us ,

Earth is frustrated-ing because of us ,

. . . JUST BECAUSE OF US . . .

Warning reminded us !

Disaster vigilanced us !

. . . JUST BECAUSE OF US . . .

start to think rationally ,

we're the one who making The Earth hurt seriously ,

we're able to destroy The Earth ,

. . . MEANS . . .

we're able to recover The Earth .

Please ! Human !

we're having cogitation !

God created us with a mind !

consume your brain juice just a little bit !

1. STOP Deforestation

2. STOP Open Burning

3. STOP all the pollution

4. STOP using plastic bag

5. STOP using polystrene
6. STOP using air-conditioner

7. STOP wasting Natural Resources

! ! ! Just STOP every every single thing ! ! !

_ except the way to Save Our Earth _

困 × H A R A S S M E N T × 扰

. . . Despairing . . .

OR

. . . Maybe . . .

I've no feelings towards those expected problems ...

I has long been used to it ...

Not really know what's the feelings right now ...

My mind just spinning ...

For Me :

I should not trust on those rumor ,

I can't judge anyone of you all ,

Maybe ,

I'm still the new between yours ,

and I've no comment at all ...

forget about it !

Maybe ...

There're the same as my past !

Let's the time prove everythings ! ! !

You ...

You :
ann, you'll be my number 1 girl ,

I spend all of my time thinking about you ,

I don't know what to do ,

because I really falling for you .

You :

Nothing will be gone from us ,

although something is happen in a second ,

but , it's our destiny ,

ann, I'll work hard for our relationship .

You :
God makes an injured ann appear in my life ,

and I will cure every single wound for her,

when I'm tired , I'll take a rest and continue to cure ann ,

It's not about fair or unfair ,

in a relationship doesn't matter who is right or wrong ,

not comparing each other doing more than another ,

as long as we loving each other ,

That's already enough .

You :
If loving you is a erroneous ,

I do believe this will be the most pretty blunder in my life ever ,

I will be willing to take it for the rest of my life ,

because I know it's would be worth ,

The existing of you makes me turns to a better man than who am I before ,

I miss you badly ,

You're so lovable and I Love You .

You :

ann, whenever you need me ,

I'll be around ,

no matter what happen ,

I will still by your side ,

supporting you , protecting you ,

I want ann feels secured when she's with me ,

nothing gonna hurt ann ,

and she will be safe ,

I don't know how much happiness i could bring to you ,

but I wll try to fill it up as much as I could ,

Love doesn't mean by looking for the perfect match or perfect person ,

but I will make you perfect in my heart .

* ^__ My Sweetie 18__^ *

[ ann's Birthday ]

nice nice Movie .. ann likes it so much ~

at Bakery In the afternoon ..

smokeless" Drew & Ann ~

Enni ~ ^____^...

JiaXian & ann ...

CheaYee @ ann

present ~

Mr.N @ Ms. ann

present from Ms.S @ Mr.M

My cute little puPpy ! .. is so lovable ~ Muacks !

18's ann

LolzZzz ... someOne is acting cOol there ~...

favourite Mochassss !!!

22th October 2oo9

ann is 18 now ...

Thanks for all the wishes from my :

(i) ann's beloved family :

Daddy , Mummy , Brother , Aunts ...

(ii) ann's lovely friends :

Samantha , YenFern , Pearly , PhuiGi , SweeChin , Jacky , Vinc , Will , JuhnXiarn , WaiHoong , Enni , JiaXian , CheaYee , Andrew , Joshua , YewLoong , KaiJun , AiHui , ShinSze , SehNee , ChienTeen , ShuYin , WeiHua , GuangJie , WeeYen , Jackson , JinYong , EeLi , Dearest Shugannnn , ChinYee , Mohi , Sharon

The Birthday for this year is such meaningful for ann ...

21st Oct , went to Cinema [ Movie : CoudyCM ] & ann was having a sweet popCorn ....

wow ! It's great enough since I'm absent everytime for the Cinema's session with my friends ~

after that , we're having our favourite beverage together at Starbucks !

Hees ~ Starbucks was belongs to us on that day ... C=

ann was so happy to have a sweet birthday with you ~

22nd Oct , The unbelivable :

went K-Box for twice in the same day ! LolzZzzz ....

swT enough ! Haha ...

" ann likes her Birthday for this year "

Thanks everythings that you made for ann

It's so sweet of the sweetness !

Truly and Deeply

H O P E

ann hope - ing ,

ann wondering ,

and yet ,

she found there's a barrier ,

she's touched by someone ,

and yet ,

she found it's hard for her to stand up ,

she's totally fall apart ,

ann hopes she'll be rewarded with a sincere feelings ~

O R

desperation will continue follow her ?

... The scene appearing in front of her ...

was it true ?

was it real ?

was it trustable ?

was it deeply inside ?

O R

It's just The phantom ?

she's wondering ...

* Eyes On Me *

URL : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1-_Did76LXQ

Whenever sang my songs On the stage,

on my own Whenever sad my words

Wishing they would be heard

I saw you smiling at me

Was it real or just my fantasy

You'd always be there in the corner

Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you

Same old songs, just once more

My last night here with you

Maybe yes, maybe no

I kind of liked it your way

How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Did you ever know

That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you

Close as I wanted to be

Close enough for me

To feel your heart beating fast

And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me

Did you ever know

That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me

Your love if you have enough

Your tears if you're holding back

Or pain if that's what it is

How can I let you know

I'm more than the dress and the voice

Just reach me out then

You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are

With that look on your face

As if you're never hurt

As if you're never down

Shall I be the one for you

Who pinches you softly but sure

If frown is shown then

I will know that you are no dreamer

@ Shilly - Shally @

should I fall in it again ?

I'm in hesitant ...

I'm totally fear to the extreme ...

LOVE makes me bleed ,

LOVE makes me exhausted ,

LOVE makes me cried ,

LOVE is a doubt ...

ann hate to be alone ,

She hate to be alone !

ann has no courage ~

* Nice Day ?

ann is self-loving ~

Look at this balloon ^0^ ... It suits my shirt's colour !

ann ... I love myself ...

He's the most self-loving ~ ,

ann is affected by him =___=""""".....

Friday ,

Bio's class was begin early in the morning ,

I'm freaking out of order in the class ,

and Ms.Choo asked us to measure our Lung Capacity by using a balloon ,

It was great ~ It's brought back childhood memories for ann C= ..

Maybe not enough sleep ~ Lolz ...

around 10am ,

I went back to my room while Samantha was in her LAB's session ,

We having lunch at BAKERY and We were bad today =___='''',

skipped Math Class ... aiks ! sorry , Ms.Chong ...

felt a bit guilty ... and I asked someone to hide my Math's Notes ... Hehees !! C= ...

wow ! we were there for 4 hours !!! really great >___< !!!

Immediately , I took a cold & cool bath !

Away those Bakery's Smell ~ ewww ! was smelly ... ann don't like it !

Dinner [ 7.45pm ] : ann & Drew & YeeChong

auntie Jenny was our destination ^____^...

we went K-Box after that because INTI Hostel is boring for us !

ann likes to sing when she's in good mood ^0^...

Is it a nice day for ann ?

Weakness is hiding Inside My Heart

I'm so silly !

His shadow is torturing me ~

I'm again feeling hurt ,

ann is totally smashed by him !

I hate that I had been cry for him ,

is not worth ~

is not worth at all !

ann is scaring ,

ann is wandering ,

ann is afraiding ,

I don't have any courage to trust on others ~

It's doesn't means that I'm not care ,

It's doesn't means that I'm selfish ,

is because ,

I'm lack of the sense of security ~

ann is afraid of getting hurt ...

I really do collapse if I get hurt again ...

ann is upset ~

there's still a weakness hiding Inside my heart ,

heart is scarred ~

wounds are stabbing me ~

* Daily Stuff *

Have a look for this slide ! The trachea is in a LOVE shape !

wow ! is great !

My Statistic's Class ended at 9.50 am ,

Samantha was following me go back my room as usual ...

she was suffering all the way because her monthly monster is within her now ~ My pity Sasa ...

aiks ! don't take that much of " non=sense " panadol ~ It doesn't work ! What's the purpose to take it so much ?!

10.30am , went dining hall and have some hot drinks for Samantha ~

Mohi and Josh were join us there and Nick was late ~ Lolz...

They were so bad ~ skipped all those classes around that time and having fun at skillPool ..

aiks ! so sad that something happened ... made Samantha feeling bad as well ..

and I'm recalled something bad ~ and it making ann felt so embarrass ~ =___=""'.. sorry guys , ann was making you all worried ~ ...

I'm okay ^___^.. Thanks Mohi ... and you should learn Malaysian Culture from ann ! [ I think so ] Hahaahaaa...

4.00pm , my Bio's LAB session again ,

Today's Task : Mammalian Gaseous Exchange System & Epidemiology

~ Homesick Today ~

The pillow for ann is new over here ...

ann is not familiar with it ...

ann is miss her bed which is so sweet for ann to sleep ...

ann is miss her blanket which warm her in the night ...

ann is miss her brother who always argue with her ...

ann is miss the food cooked by her mummy ...

ann is miss her daddy who always play with her ...

ann miss them so much ~

I Love You , My beloved family ~

Good Night ~ ann's tears are raging from her eyelids right now ~

Deep inside my heart ...

Simple but Nice day

firstly ,

I've to wish Happy Birthday to CHIN ...

Today,

I'm again skipped MPW's session ...

New tooth is growing on me again !!! Made me suffering from morning ...

Chemistry's LAB has been cancelled because Ms.Premah is not feeling well

[ Hope she will get well soon { n__n }]

Me and Samantha went to BAKERY around 10++ am ,

before that , SaSa was reluctant to stay far from my Labbie >__<..

she's again addicted to Pet Society ... Lolz ~

We were there to complete the Chem's assignment ...

aiks ! I should Thanks to you , My friend Jackson ^__^..

We met Mohi over there and we went to class together ,

OmgOshhhh ~ I forgot to submit the group's assignment which should be hand up last 2 weeks !

ann !!!!!!!! a big sweat for you >_______< """"""""....

2pm ,

Mr.Liam [ Chemistry's Lecturer ] 's class was over ,

and I'm heading to SkillPool there without Samantha ,

no cure ~ she has to go back ...

Met Nick and Mohi , then we went to BAKERY to have some drinks ...

Umm.. but both of them bought nothing xD !!!

and I bought the sticky sticky Mango Juice ~ Hahaaha !!!

sorry Nick ! there's no more Orange flavour { INTI Noob } ...

Thanks for you to cure my necklace ^___^ ....

we pooled for 2 hrs ++ , I think so ...

and Mohi is not feeling well all the way ... TakeCarez Mohi ^^...

I took a cold bath after came back my sweetie room ~

It's time for ann to have sleep !!! Hees ... Lazy here ...

I've to stop writing here ,

My baby tooth is making me suffering now T___T ...

Yesterday , Today , Tomorrow

Yesterday ,

I'm not planning to go out ,

but , I'm not keep my promise ,

went out again ! >___<

around 6++ pm, me together with 2 of my aunts and 1 sist went to SUNWAY ,

Our dinner settled at one of the Japanese Restaurant [Pasta De Gohan ] ,

umm... sounds weird a bit ... cause the Pasta in Japanese style ??? Lolx ~

wearing high-heel shoes !!! made me suffer all the way =___=""" swT !

ann ~ ann ~ ann ~~~ you're nt suit to wear it ...admit ! C=..

Hahaaha !! talking oneself here ...

I'm looking for nice shoes but i can't get it ...

felt disappointed { u__u } """...

I'm ADIDAS L.O.V.E.R here !!! Hees ^___^...

I'm seeking for ADIDAS's shoes or maybe I should get the NIKE one ??? aiks !
ADIDAS or NIKE ??? sweat !

Today,

I'm not going to know what will happen by today ,

I'm awake around 5++ am ,

after finished my Chem's Report ,

I'm approached to my Labbie :D ...

Hehees ~ later have to go MidValley , but bad mood today [ I think so ] ...

Tomorrow ,

8am , MPW test 1 [ Moral ] .. I'm not prepare at all ...

Haha ! as I know , the paper is having 20 Objestives Questions , 10 Structure Questions and 1 essay ??? am I right ???

The most unbelievable is >>> the test is in group ?!!!! lmao ^___^

8th October 2009

Food Bazaar

David David C=...

Andrew ...

Dearest Shugannnnnn ~

Hahaa ! Jackson ^___^...

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Dissection of RAT

Kicked start !

Omg !!

Bloody bloody ~

Sharon the cruel ! ~

Rattie's heart !

JuhnXiarn The Saw !!!

The skin cut out ~

Oh My ! pity white mouse ...T,T..

No !!!!!!!
Tiny Little rat

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Poh Hui's Birthday

Drew & Me ...

Ohhhh ~ My cutie DAVID !!! ..

I curi wear the LEO's vest :D ..

CheaYee the Idol ~

8th October 2009

food bazaar : 7th & 8th October

I'm one of the helper for this event which organized by LEO Club ,

My slot is from 8pm - 11pm on 7th October

around 6++ pm , I just woke up with blur mind , blur face and blur talking ~

swt ! =____=''' ..

Leader treat me so good ~ Thanks yarh ! C=...

8th October , Thursday...

Dissection of RAT !!!

Oh my gOshhh ~ so pity the small white mouse ...

We prayed before we dissect ,

Sharon cut the rat's head !! she cucuk the skull !!

>_____< !!! the brain juice coming out ~ yarkie !

and the scissors accidentally touched my hand ! I shout !

all classmates laugh at me ... swt ~~~

* I MISS THE ONE I MISSED *

12.33 am , 6th October 2009

I'm still awaken for this cold night ~

recall and recall somethings that's over ...

I really can't disclaim to miss someone ...

That memories haven't curtained in my mind ...

still fresh and clear in my heart ...

Just a moment ago ,

I checked the IP address in my CBox ,

and , I found someone protecting me ,

Myself again sink in C O N T R A D I C T I O N ...

I told myself that I'm tough enough ~

I told myself that I'm strong enough ~

I told myself that I'm staunch enough ~

I told myself that I'm brave enough ~

and yet , a wave of C O W A R D L Y raging towards me !

Immediately , I feeling that I'm such a tiny grains of sand besides the Ocean ~

* [ ann miss the One she missed ] *

? ? Do You Know What Am I Feel ? ?

sweating ! aiks ! it's so complicated inside my heart ~

I don't know how to express those stupid feelings ...

but ,

1 thing I can sure ! I'm still within someone ...

I do not know what others thinking ,

I do not know what others saying ,

and , I do not know what's going on now ...

... feeling embarassed ...

when others saying the other one ...

Umm...

* I Heart the one I Hearted *

{ Themelessly }

aiks ! just a few ...

Self-loving !!! No cure >___< """ ... On the way going M.V ~

Very the self-Loving !!! LolxxXxxx ~

Umm.. themeless over here ...
Nothing write for the title ...

. 3rd October 2oo9 .

... Mooncake Festival ...

early in he morning ,

went back to selangor as usual ,

Mid.V and TheMines were my destiny for today ,

LolzZz ~ I spotted one lovely baggie in ROXY !! OmgOshhh ~

It costs RM 150 ++ ... swT ! >___< ...

around 4++ pm , I went to TheMines ,

Wow ! Great ! I met my primary's school friend : MeiLing LIM

she looking damn pretty now ^___^ .. Hees ~

almost dinner time , we're forced to go back earlier to celebrate Mooncake Festival ,

all my relatives came except my sister

after dinner , My cousins all playing DOTA there =___=''''... wth*** ~

DOTA is suckx ! don't addicted to it ! say ' NO ! ' to DOTA .

Message from Leader :

LTC is suck ! shit ! ... Noob Camp !

[ Imao ]

@ U N L U C K Y @ or @ L U C K Y @

Today was the last day for Blood Donation which Organized by LEO Club ,

and I'm again unfortunate , feeling awkward as well , I can't donate blood for this SEM >___

Lolx ~ What have I done ??? aiks ! sweat !

after stat's class , me , together with Samantha , Andrew , CheaYee , JiaXian & Enni went to familiar place again >>> C A F E TE R I A , =____= """ we've no choice for this !

because I'm A N T I the smell of B A K E R Y ...

after our's breakfast , Samantha came visit my room as usual ^___^...

she was painting there [ making nail's art ].. :D....

and I'm lying on bed did the same thing [ Listening Music ] ...

2 O'clock was our Chemistry's Class >___

Oh My gOshhh ~ I'm force to face the fact from the previous to the present ~

Can't deny that Mr.Liam are making us Misunderstand every subtopic of CHEM !!!

speechless ~

3 O' clock "s Biology class was cancelled due to some problem , and yet , I went to SAO concourse [ Today just I learned it from my "Leader" ] Hees ~

something is happened when I'm around that area =___=""" swt !

Wow ! Today's Bio LAB Class was quite simple and easy ..

I'm the first one finished .. HeeHees ~ ^___^ ....

Ms. Choo said that I'm looking like the lecturer in class because my report was pass around here and there :D ... and my classmates was calling me to explain those cells for them ..

Additionally , I found the rare " BASOPHILS " cell [ blue-staining 2 lobed white blood cell ]..

Hees ~ feeling a bit cheerful ... am I drunk ?!! <<>

Today, my dinner is posponed because I'm too tired and I took a rest around 7 ++ pm..

I'm declined Drew's calling for dinner [ aiks ! sorry Drew ~ ]

~ He told me that : " dun let me catch you eat with ******* " ~

around 9++ pm , I'm awake and I decide to go to Xian's room to continue my sleeping mode m when the moment I walked out from my room , Xian told me that she has to go out !

LolxXxx ~ Whatever larh ! I went down stair aimlessly ~

a call had been answer, someOne is tried to scare me , but , F A I L E D ! Blerks ~ I won for the whole day ... ^____^....

In the middle of the night , I'm in awareness mode ...

blogging over here , and I noticed something ~

I missed the adventure's gathering night and I was getting the GREEN strip ...

* Coincidence *

aiks ! Today was Lucky or Unlucky ??? Answerless ~