I knew I know

I thought I sealed yet I revealed ...
I thought I happy yet I faked ...
I thought it's ended yet it's shielded ...
The brine I controlled yet it's flowing ...
The hands given yet took it back , I saw ...
Get myself drunk ,
I thought it would be a mist ...
Yet it seems clearer in between ...
Eyesight I caught yet I felt ...
Something that I couldn't describe ...
The fullstop I put yet I found , It's a mistake ...
Why everything I thought yet I felt cheated !
Cheated by myself badly ...
The frequency of the voice I heard ...
It's disappeared such a long time ...
Finally , I lose controlled and tears drop off !
Sorry for what I've done with my pupils ,
I can't even control myself !
I knew it's sounds crazy & it was stupid !
WHAT AM I THINKING ?
I knew I know ...I lost my way ...I'M blanked out ...
Just a song that might be sang my heart ...( 掉了 )

Fully Used for 24 Hours ! ^^*

Venue : INTI International University

Time : 4+ a.m - 6+a.m

A Memorable Night before leaving INTI ~ 

Hey Guys ! really Miss you all a lot ! 

{T_____________________________________________T}""

“ 你♥ 和 你們♥ ”

Officially Completed A-level Programme ,

I feel hard to leave INTI ,

I seriously need a Time Freezer ~ sob !

To My Babe ♥♥♥ :

Dear, I feel hard to leave here coz' I feel distress to leave you ...

Everytime trying to tell you that I'M depressed to leave here but I din't !

Everytime when I lying inside your bosom , 

I can feel the warmest air surrounded me ...

I know that I'M always EMOTIONAL , 好像有點神經質 {=__=}"""

easy to laugh and laugh non-stop !

easy to get down until crying non-stop !

easy to get angry which at first I angry with you and last I angry with Myself !

sometimes so RUDE ! {=_________=}""" 不懂是不是女的 o,O""""

sometimes pinch you here and there when I get PekCek ! LIKE to Bully You !

sometimes crying with just a tiny little problems or argue with parents !

[ You're the one who listen to me patiently when I'M facing problems ]

and yet , console Me and Hugged Me everytime ! ♥

[ Do you ever know that ... Your Hugging is the only indorsement for Me ? ] 

Dear, No matter what had happened , 

I don't want a KISS ! I just need You to Hug Me ! 

coz' I ♥ to listen Your Heartbeats Tenderly ~ ♥♥♥

♥ The way you Hold my hands although the Manual gear IS seriously Obstructed us ! ^^* 

♥ The way you let me know & telling me that I'M having You and I'M not alone ~ 

♥ The way you Care me ~ =]

♥ The way you saying me 頑皮 ! :p

♥ The way you Hug me tightly ! ^^*

Although we stay not really far from each other ,

But we getting less chances to meet each other ,

No worries babe ... No matter where we are ,

I'M always stay in your Heart♥ ... 
( I LIKE THE SOUP , IT'S ALWAYS WARM ）

無論傷心還是難過 ，你都讓我依靠著你 ，撫摸著我的頭髮，然後輕輕地告訴我，我還有你～♥

親愛的，千萬別忘了，無論傷心還是難過，我也一樣讓你依靠著我，然後輕輕地告訴你，你也一樣還有我～♥

當我覺得幸苦，快要喘不過氣了，你都讓我躺在你懷裡，呵護著我，疼我 ～

親愛的，千萬別忘了，我說過，“ 只要你覺得辛苦，累了，煩惱的時候，就抱著我 ” 

你問為什麼，我說沒什麼

只想讓你躺在我懷裡，我一定呵護你疼著你就對了！♥

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To My Buds ♥ :

Not really mix with you all in the first SEM ...

[ 不參而且還有點不爽 ] <<< 現在覺得很可笑咯！！！～～～ :p

But I feel blessed to become the NEWest & YOUNGest Member of This GANG ~♥

First time Hang out with you all , I was wondering how you all go without car ~ 

Rent Car {=_______=}"""" 真的是第一次知道原來（車）可以租的 ～ lolx !

OverTime , I used to have Brunch OR Dinner with you all ...

Slowly ... It becomes even Bruncher ( Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner ) 

OR Might be Dinnerless & SupperOn ! 

Slowly ... you all get to know that I don't eat rice ! ( ANTI - RICE )

CheaYee♥ ,

[ 廣東歌Mate + SensorMate + MakeUp PRO ]

以前不認識你，覺得你有點“窜”，認識後，然後越看你就越愛你！♥ Hahahhahaaahaaa！

( No worries I'M not lessbian  )

We LIKE 豬腸牛肉 ( 自己洗碗的中國UNCLE ) , We LIKE chiong K ( My Box punya bau ) ,

SOMETIMES got that SENCE ( CHANNEL CONNECTED ) before doing OR saying that : 

" I Gotta Feel to sing K " , " I Gotta Feel to eat lok lok " , etc. Just keep I GOTTA FEEL ~~~lolx ! :p 

不約而同wear shorts to EXAM Venue ～ ( 不懂為什麼就是覺得爽爽就穿) 

每次～每次～！相約在E BLOCK的廁所 ～ lolxxxxxx !

Still remember the day We both had Our BRUNCHER at Tania♥ , 

Talking bad things about SOMEONE ~ lol ~ 

[ Mine one 做不出那個效果！]

[ Yours one 腳趾眼睛噴出來！] might be due to [ Gordon's one 腳噴肉！]

My Gosh ! I can't stop laughing for this word " 喷！" 

Talking about MakeUp , apa-apa problem pun boleh tanya Dia ~ 

20/11/2010 , We Hug Hug !~ Weee ~

I HUGGED YOU ! ♥♥♥ YOU HUGGED ME ! ♥♥♥ Aww ~ LOVE YOU !

JiaXian♥ ,

[ 超級點歌王 ]

Every K-session , You're our PROUD , Knowing that the songs of all us ... 最了解我們喜歡的歌就是你！♥

I think you would be My [ MSN"sMate ] among all ~ No doubt ! You're always in My Favourite♥ List ! 

You Taught Me about shopping online ~Bank in Hostel Fees ~ Let me know that INTI got an OFFICE called G.O ~ As you din't say I'll never know also ~ lolx ~! 

Dia SUKA makan BURGER SPECIAL MIX without BREAD ! Hurrrr ....

{=______________________________________=}"""""""""""""""" I KNOW YOU LIKE MY SWEAT ! 

Eat PIZZA by Ordering LOTS of side orders ～ 

還有！每次食物放了幾天！還拿來吃！不可以！(NAKED eyes can't see MICROORGANISMS)

This's what I can sense by NOT really knowing your past ~ Although you always looks a bit sot sot but is still knowing that you're actually Hiding some emotions ~ Your SotSotness may be just to cover your Feelings ~ ( 有時覺得蠻像我的，看似傻傻的，可是這應該是在掩飾心情吧 ) ermmm ... On Behalf Of This GANG , I would like to say SORRY to you coz' sometimes we're actually making you 很難做人 ～ I don't care Who will be Your Life Partner , Get someone who REALLY support you but not hold you physically ! love you but not hurt you ! Hug you instead of Kiss You ! Feel proud that He having you as his Girlfriend ! ^^* ~ 

Enni♥ 

[ Mature Thinker ]

Seriously , after thinking for 6 minutes 30 seconds ..

I REALLY don't know what MATE you would be ~ {=____=}""

So difficult to give any special name ~ lolx ~ 

Ini ENNI really pattern banyak when eating MAXIM's fried rice ! (洋蔥青蔥挑完出來) Hurrrr ~ o,O"""

Whatever FOODS also NEED 醬油 ！ (名副其實生抽王) 

I think she is COOL !

She don't like means don't like , She won't affected easily by Others ~ She follows what she tought of ~ 

I do REMEMBER what she said !

 [ 我們不可能忘記一個人，就算只是一個很普通很普通的朋友我們也不可能去忘記；更何況是自己愛過的人 ]

 [ I don't need a GOOD BOY who haven't expose to social BUT I need a Boy who already BAD & Transformed to GOOD MAN ] ................................etc.

When nothing to talk then quiet , she ♥ personal space ~

when can talk then can talk about many things ~ 

The one will console me when I feel not Okay with My Crush incident with ***** ,

The one will ask me don't cry ... 

Cooked Maggie for you once ♥ , Talk about something and Make Me feel that I want to get to know you more & more ! =] sometimes feeling that If I got you as My sister , I'll be lucky ! ♥♥♥


Drew ^^* ~
You're My very first friend since I came INTI ! & of course one of My Chiong K KAKI ! 
Thanks for your support when I'M feeling down ~ ^^* ... The way you Help Me , I do always remember ~ 
As I don't have any friends at the beginning , I used to talk to you when I'M feeling down !
When I facing some LOVE problems ~ You will always listen to my problems ~ and asking Me not to care those 
Heartless people ! You asked me watch 小新 ! lolx ! Being affected by you ! 
Can't forget the days during Ours As examinations , we studied at AO , Cornflakes + Milk ...
lolx ! and Of course ! You're the CRAP King ! The one who able to speak Cantonese so WELL among all My friends ! Always 有異性沒人性 ! HaHa ! Nevermind ! IMMUNE ! :p Hor ! Almost forget ! You're SKIP CLASS KING ! The one who always TEXT Me ： " Where Is The Class ? "
and Of Course I might be knowing your problem sometimes , always REMEMBER we're Best friend at INTI !  Friend"s Caring =] ~ I used to call you 白骨精 ~ Cause you LIKE eating MAMEE & MAGGIE ! Don't eat too much OKAY ?!!!! :p 

Tiong^^* ~

[ STRONG ANTENNA + GREATest GANG count + 酸王 ]

Hurrr ~~~! Tiong ~ Let you to know first ! >,<"""""" I already spent 6++ Hours to write everything here .. 

So, please forgive me if I not able to write so detail ~ 

First Of All ~ I JUST WANT TO SAY I ♥  “ Oo cu Bi ” ～～～～～～～～！！！！

You're The MOST 搶鏡 in almost every Outing session ! (PATTERN Banyak while taking pics)

Always saying Me " 晒命 " hahaaaa ! 

Always want to 酸 Me ~ lolx ~

" 帶路帶到自己睡覺 " apa-apa pun SOUR ~ Nevermind ! I got SWEET♥ in My room {^___^}* ~

SEE ! I bet you never ever have this kind of friend ! so ~ I'M succeeded to make you REMEMBER who is ChiaChiaoAnn ! Hoho ~ :p

He is just the way He is ! He care about friends although He 酸 Me ～ Yea ! I agree with you ! You're just the way You are ! You don't care how strangers think about you ! 

是朋友的話，就是要講，講也是一種關心 ^^*～ 如果不認識你，也沒有要講你pun ~~~~ :p 

AM I RIGHT ? TeeHee ! I KNOW HATE THIS  >,<""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" AND == ...

No cure you've to accept .. coz' THIS IS MY PATTERN♥ ～ lolx !

我只想說！你們這幾個瓜！都要找到自己的幸福！我也會讓自己幸福！總而言之！

大家都一定一定要幸福！我們醬PATTERN都可以參一起就是緣分！所以一定會再見！

PATTERN LIAW LIAW GANG 
Ha ! Ha ! DEAR～♥ We same PATTERN also ! WE LOVE TO SING OLD SONGS ~~~ 
Finally got someone SAME PATTERN with ME ! woohOoo !

不是應該開心的嗎？

很快地，就要離開這裡...
不是應該開心的嗎？
回想當初，我真的恨不得離開這裡...
因為這裡留下許多不快樂的回憶...
可是，在此時此刻，我卻捨不得離開這裡...
想想自己，真的很矛盾...
我懷念這裡一切的一切，
好的壞的都一樣，
謝謝你們每一位的出現，
你們讓我成長了不少，
所發生過事，實在太多～
我也不多說了～
因為我的部落格是從我踏進這裡的第一天而開的，
這裡所有的部落大概可以說是屬於INTI的～
我要離開這裡，我很捨不得～捨不得就對了！
我最近也沒什麼心情～沒有心情就對了！
要離開這裡！我一點也不快樂！

♥ Our 1st Month ♥

♥

Love is Gentle Caring ,

A quiet concern ,

Hidden deeply in the Heart ,

A presence always felt ,

everyday , every minutes , every seconds ,

Love is Gentle Embrace ,

between 2 souls ,

A quiet touch of the hand ,

A soft Hug by warm arms ,

Love is great passion ,

between 2 Hungry Hearts ,

The Intimate exchange ,

between Mind & Soul ,

We couldn't make any promise ,

promise that how long we'll last ,

but It's about continuity between You & Me ...

I always cry , always ! 

still remember that the first You called Me ,

I already cry overly ~ Making me feel awkward enough !

You know I'M always feeble ...

You giving Me support ~ ...

Make Me secured by lying inside Your bosom ... 

Always be there for Me ...

Just want to tell You , 

My ♥ for You is blooming exponentially ~

♥

！喜怒無常 ！

I'M Happy coz' I'M no longer be an A-level student !

I'M sad coz' I'M going to leave INTI very soon !

I Miss My Friends a lot ! >,<"""" 

" A sorry that never die "

20 days more ,
I'll leave here ,
Leaving Interrogative over here ,
I think here will be no longer belongs to me ,
Everything seems becoming denouement ,
The Keys leaving reciprocate ,
I think I'll never know truthful thought of someone ,
I'M leaving the footsteps onto the Ground of Memories ,
I always remember the places where existing us ,
Memories that just for Me to recall ,
and remain powerless to proceed anything ,
The Memories which I couldn't neglect ,
saying that I seriously hate here ,
opposingly in my mind that, I miss this place...
saying that I will never reserving a latitude ,
opposingly in my heart that, will do...
A sorry that never die away ...
please forgive Myself for doing this ,
and allowed Me to be Indulgence !
Thanks to be part of My days at INTI ...