
Haix ! What a crush On us ?
I received a call yesterday, saying that my Daddy's brother commit suicide !
what ?!! I hope that I'M listened wrongly !
I was stunned ! How could I react with this ?
The first thing came into my mind !
How about my cousins ? Their parents already Divorce !
Who is going to take care of them ?
I felt very uncomfortable when I get know to this problem ..
I feel like speechless .. somehow ~
What's going on actually ?! I don't know !
This Morning ...
I'M again received a call from my Mummy ~
Eventually , I knew what happened ~
My Dad's brother borrowed " Subsection Bad Credit " !
I think all of you should know what is it ?! It's so call " Ah Long " ..
WTF ! You commit suicide because you're not able to take the risk ?
I'M sorry to tell the truth .. I feel very very disappointed ...
I can't even imagine ! How My cousins could face all these things ...
They are just Teenagers !!! Because Of your self-fishness ?!
I'M really really SORRY that I have shown my feelings from the standpoints Of My cousins !
and I really really don't know why ???? Why ?! You did all the things ! and Let It Unsolved ?!
I really really do not ! Never ! Hope that The Bad things will comes towards all my family members after you're R.I.P !
God Bless You ~ and please ~ Bless Us Too ...
We're not suppose to take the Risks from you ...
Your children are not suppose to take this Risks from you ...
What do you expect ?!
They're just Youngster ! They're not able to bring up themselve without YOU ~
seriously , I do not know why I'M crying now ~ Tears flow on my cheeks ~
I'M crying not because you're no longer in this world ...
I'M crying because I don't know How could My Cousins stay without YOU ...