❤ Simplified Yet Perplexed ❤ ann"s exclusive

[ 還是要幸福 ]

2011-09-05T01:48:00.000-07:00

不确定就别亲吻
感情很容易毁了一个人
一个人若不够狠
爱淡了不离不弃多残忍
你留下来的垃圾
我一天一天总会丢完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福
永恒在你的身上先发生
你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束
还我钥匙的备份
我觉得再见可以很单纯
我甚至真心真意的祝福
永恒在你的身上先发生
你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨
你还是要幸福
我才能确定我还得很清楚
确定自己再也不会占据你的篇幅
明天开始这一切都结束
你还是要幸福
你千万不要在招惹别人哭
所有错误从我这里落幕
别跟着我铭心刻骨
你如果很幸福
半夜的简讯我就不需回复
因为你的悲喜已经有了容身之处
我也能有
最纯粹的孤独最孤独的孤独

記得

2011-08-03T21:07:00.000-07:00

我很愚蠢，我以為我做了這樣的決定，我自己能熬過去～
但原來事實不是想像的那樣，做了決定後，我連一滴淚也沒掉～
我真堅強，我竟然對我自己偽裝，我還拔了一通電話給他～
聽著他那絕情的對話，我才知道，原來我已經接受不了這個事實～
我不想听見他這樣地對我說話，我不喜歡！可是，我又能怎樣呢～
我再也沒有權利去阻止他，我恨我自己～！
可能，對別人來說，我先開口說分手，我咎由自取～
沒有人會懂，我說這番話之前，自己流著淚，
因為，我在傷害着一個我愛的人和一個很愛我的人～
我開始後悔了～為什麼！為什麼！我要說出這番話～我明明知道他還愛著我～
為什麼我要傷害她，還傷害我自己～
我開始猶豫了……我到底做了一個什麼決定～
我在想，他可知道，其實，我還很愛他嗎？
他所做的一切全都是為了我，而我～我還要求什麼呢？！
為什麼我總是那麼貪心！我喜歡被他愛著，我不喜歡他的忽略～
每次吵架的時候，他總是面無表情……讓我感覺到，我一個人在介意，在乎～
我很討厭這樣的他……可是後來，他告訴我，他捨不得和我吵架～
那麼我在乎的事情，便顯得，你一點也不在乎……
我該怎麼辦呢？他心疼我的方式，我接受不了～雖然我清楚知道，他是因為疼我～
那，如果，我一個人再吵下去，你們是不是覺得我很白痴？
連我自己也覺得我很傻～我好像自己在胡鬧～他卻一點都不關心我們之間的事情～
我記得，記得他的用心……
我記得，記得他為了我，就算再遠他還是義無反顧地來見我……
我記得，記得他為了不讓我辛苦，寧願自己受苦……
我記得，記得他為了我而心疼的樣子……
我記得，記得他曾經用盡他所有的力量去愛我……
我記得，記得我為了他而變得主動……
我記得，記得我每次期待他來見我，心裡開心得不得了！但當我遇見他，他卻冷漠地對著我……
我記得，記得我為了他，也情願地讓自己受苦……
我記得，記得我為了他而心疼……但他卻看不見～
我記得，記得我也用盡所有的心思去愛他……
他，越來越辛苦……
我，越來越痛苦……
這種愛與被愛的感覺，我相信我們彼此都在沉受着～
他累的樣子，我越看越心疼～
他還堅決地告訴我，他情願去忍受，只要是值得的！
我聽了，我更加痛苦～我知道他很愛我……
但，
我累的感受，他好像感覺不到～
我從頭到尾默默地忍讓，因為我一直都相信是值得的！
他可知道，我從一開始就相信，他是值得我愛的人嗎？

我已經想不到任何東西了，腦袋一片空白～
我真的不懂，這一種選擇是對還是錯……

A Story

2011-06-23T06:33:00.000-07:00

【妳不愛我了嗎？】

分手時，他痛苦的問。她搖搖頭，臉色蒼白，不論他如何哀求，甚至失去理智的怒吼，然後摀著臉邊流淚邊道歉，她始終不改分手的決心。

他不知道分手的原因，就因為直到她離開他仍無法理解，她才堅決要

與他分手。「我也想問他，他是真心的還愛我，還是只是習慣了？」她苦澀的說。

他們交往了7年，住在一起，偶爾回對方的老家吃飯，除了身份證上

空白的配偶欄，他們的生活與一般平凡夫妻一樣。就是太平凡了，每天生活像是按表操課，規律的一成不變。

他們已經有兩年不過生日以外的節日了，所謂的慶生，就是一起出門

買對方想要的禮物，然後找間價位中上的餐廳吃一頓。

過不過情人節其實不重要但偶爾我也也想要一些驚喜可能是一本我想要看的書或可能是一小朵可愛的花，我只是想要一個貼心的舉動，讓我感覺得到被愛的感覺。。。

剛交往那兩年，兩人出門時都會打扮一番，現在只是隨心穿一套不失禮的衣服，有時候，今天心情特別好，她劃了個漂亮的妝，穿上高跟鞋，他卻說：“沒事畫那麼漂亮幹嘛？”，不以為然地依然穿著運動服和她出街大街上映照著他們的穿著打扮多麼的不搭嘎。

以往她久久才下廚一次，他會面帶笑容，滿懷感激地吃完，即使這些菜煮的連便當店都不如。現在她廚藝進步了，他總是默默吃完，對於她充滿自信的菜也僅是含糊的應個兩聲敷衍。

他不停地抱怨，以前他不時會買些小禮物都她開心，現在什麼都沒有了他不耐煩地叫她將想要買的東西列下來，等下個生日買給她。

從前的他總是面帶笑容地聽她嘮叨抱怨，現在的他聽了幾句後，便叫她聊一些愉快的事情不要再跳針下去。

她愛他，她也知道他還愛她，但她已經找不到任何【愛的感覺】

♥ Back to my blog ♥

2011-06-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

It's had been a long long time I didn't write a blog

It's time to back here to record my life at INTI again !

It's under expected , why I came to back to INTI ?

Don't ask ! cause I don't even know the answer ~

Recently taking Biotechnology in Degree !

Ouch ! such a busy life in Degree !

Abundant of works t do everyday ~

really made me suffocate !

But I still visited BALI even thought I've already started my class for the first week !

and guess what !

I get a warning letter in the second week !

lol ~ such a bad student huh ?!

Nicest Breakfast !

Holiday Inn Resort ♥

nice beef I ever had !

this one ma ma dei only ...

popiah with peanut sauce !

Heineken♥

Blesslie♥ The Pet

2011-06-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

The first day at my house ~

I hug her all the way long back to seremban ♥

wooooo ~ look at her ! so cute♥

She is sleeping after I showered her♥

with her shirt ~

but after i take off her shirt to bath , the next day when i put on the shirt she bite it out !

lolx ~ she wants to be Naked puppy xD

it's hard to take picture with her .. cause she is in brownish-black colour ~ ♥

Anyway ! I ♥ Blesslie much !

2011-04-04T02:05:00.000-07:00

Why can't I just stop it ?!
Why I couldn't controlled everything that stay inside my mind ?
sometimes ... I can't stop to think someone ...
Am I stupid ? Maybe yes ...
I shouldn't put any hope for it ...
But , Why there is still expectations wondering around me ...
The feeling that I cannot let it go ~ ..Haiz ~
It might be my own problem ... Yes ! It was !
I've nothing to do with this ..
What I able to do is just keep it deeply & silent all the time...
cause there's no the other way out ...
Yupe ! I should followed what I said ...
Ann ! You're always ok right !!!?

A very short POST , stay tuned for Longer POST ~

2011-03-10T20:24:00.000-08:00

[ A Recent Her & Him ]

[ My Lovely Boy ]

[ Aiyerr ~ Don't act emo : p ]

Sorry BB , I'M recently busy with My job and make us can't meet each other during weekend ...

BB , remember that I always Miss you whenever you're ..

I know you're the same as me right ~

06 March 2011

Our 5th Month Anniversary

I LOVE YOU , My Hubby ~!

I knew I know

2010-11-27T19:49:00.000-08:00

I thought I sealed yet I revealed ...
I thought I happy yet I faked ...
I thought it's ended yet it's shielded ...
The brine I controlled yet it's flowing ...
The hands given yet took it back , I saw ...
Get myself drunk ,
I thought it would be a mist ...
Yet it seems clearer in between ...
Eyesight I caught yet I felt ...
Something that I couldn't describe ...
The fullstop I put yet I found , It's a mistake ...
Why everything I thought yet I felt cheated !
Cheated by myself badly ...
The frequency of the voice I heard ...
It's disappeared such a long time ...
Finally , I lose controlled and tears drop off !
Sorry for what I've done with my pupils ,
I can't even control myself !
I knew it's sounds crazy & it was stupid !
WHAT AM I THINKING ?
I knew I know ...I lost my way ...I'M blanked out ...
Just a song that might be sang my heart ...( 掉了 )

Fully Used for 24 Hours ! ^^*

2010-11-21T18:32:00.000-08:00

Venue : INTI International University

Time : 4+ a.m - 6+a.m

A Memorable Night before leaving INTI ~

Hey Guys ! really Miss you all a lot !

{T_____________________________________________T}""

“ 你♥ 和你們♥ ”

2010-11-20T14:55:00.000-08:00

Officially Completed A-level Programme ,

I feel hard to leave INTI ,

I seriously need a Time Freezer ~ sob !

To My Babe ♥♥♥ :

Dear, I feel hard to leave here coz' I feel distress to leave you ...

Everytime trying to tell you that I'M depressed to leave here but I din't !

Everytime when I lying inside your bosom ,

I can feel the warmest air surrounded me ...

I know that I'M always EMOTIONAL , 好像有點神經質 {=__=}"""

easy to laugh and laugh non-stop !

easy to get down until crying non-stop !

easy to get angry which at first I angry with you and last I angry with Myself !

sometimes so RUDE ! {=_________=}""" 不懂是不是女的 o,O""""

sometimes pinch you here and there when I get PekCek ! LIKE to Bully You !

sometimes crying with just a tiny little problems or argue with parents !

[ You're the one who listen to me patiently when I'M facing problems ]

and yet , console Me and Hugged Me everytime ! ♥

[ Do you ever know that ... Your Hugging is the only indorsement for Me ? ]

Dear, No matter what had happened ,

I don't want a KISS ! I just need You to Hug Me !

coz' I ♥ to listen Your Heartbeats Tenderly ~ ♥♥♥

♥ The way you Hold my hands although the Manual gear IS seriously Obstructed us ! ^^*

♥ The way you let me know & telling me that I'M having You and I'M not alone ~

♥ The way you Care me ~ =]

♥ The way you saying me 頑皮 ! :p

♥ The way you Hug me tightly ! ^^*

Although we stay not really far from each other ,

But we getting less chances to meet each other ,

No worries babe ... No matter where we are ,

I'M always stay in your Heart♥ ...
( I LIKE THE SOUP , IT'S ALWAYS WARM ）

無論傷心還是難過，你都讓我依靠著你，撫摸著我的頭髮，然後輕輕地告訴我，我還有你～♥

親愛的，千萬別忘了，無論傷心還是難過，我也一樣讓你依靠著我，然後輕輕地告訴你，你也一樣還有我～♥

當我覺得幸苦，快要喘不過氣了，你都讓我躺在你懷裡，呵護著我，疼我～

親愛的，千萬別忘了，我說過，“ 只要你覺得辛苦，累了，煩惱的時候，就抱著我 ”

你問為什麼，我說沒什麼

只想讓你躺在我懷裡，我一定呵護你疼著你就對了！♥

****************************************************************************

To My Buds ♥ :

Not really mix with you all in the first SEM ...

[ 不參而且還有點不爽 ] <<< 現在覺得很可笑咯！！！～～～ :p

But I feel blessed to become the NEWest & YOUNGest Member of This GANG ~♥

First time Hang out with you all , I was wondering how you all go without car ~

Rent Car {=_______=}"""" 真的是第一次知道原來（車）可以租的～ lolx !

OverTime , I used to have Brunch OR Dinner with you all ...

Slowly ... It becomes even Bruncher ( Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner )

OR Might be Dinnerless & SupperOn !

Slowly ... you all get to know that I don't eat rice ! ( ANTI - RICE )

CheaYee♥ ,

[ 廣東歌Mate + SensorMate + MakeUp PRO ]

以前不認識你，覺得你有點“窜”，認識後，然後越看你就越愛你！♥ Hahahhahaaahaaa！

( No worries I'M not lessbian )

We LIKE 豬腸牛肉 ( 自己洗碗的中國UNCLE ) , We LIKE chiong K ( My Box punya bau ) ,

SOMETIMES got that SENCE ( CHANNEL CONNECTED ) before doing OR saying that :

" I Gotta Feel to sing K " , " I Gotta Feel to eat lok lok " , etc. Just keep I GOTTA FEEL ~~~lolx ! :p

不約而同wear shorts to EXAM Venue ～ ( 不懂為什麼就是覺得爽爽就穿)

每次～每次～！相約在E BLOCK的廁所～ lolxxxxxx !

Still remember the day We both had Our BRUNCHER at Tania♥ ,

Talking bad things about SOMEONE ~ lol ~

[ Mine one 做不出那個效果！]

[ Yours one 腳趾眼睛噴出來！] might be due to [ Gordon's one 腳噴肉！]

My Gosh ! I can't stop laughing for this word " 喷！"

Talking about MakeUp , apa-apa problem pun boleh tanya Dia ~

20/11/2010 , We Hug Hug !~ Weee ~

I HUGGED YOU ! ♥♥♥ YOU HUGGED ME ! ♥♥♥ Aww ~ LOVE YOU !

JiaXian♥ ,

[ 超級點歌王 ]

Every K-session , You're our PROUD , Knowing that the songs of all us ... 最了解我們喜歡的歌就是你！♥

I think you would be My [ MSN"sMate ] among all ~ No doubt ! You're always in My Favourite♥ List !

You Taught Me about shopping online ~Bank in Hostel Fees ~ Let me know that INTI got an OFFICE called G.O ~ As you din't say I'll never know also ~ lolx ~!

Dia SUKA makan BURGER SPECIAL MIX without BREAD ! Hurrrr ....

{=______________________________________=}"""""""""""""""" I KNOW YOU LIKE MY SWEAT !

Eat PIZZA by Ordering LOTS of side orders ～

還有！每次食物放了幾天！還拿來吃！不可以！(NAKED eyes can't see MICROORGANISMS)

This's what I can sense by NOT really knowing your past ~ Although you always looks a bit sot sot but is still knowing that you're actually Hiding some emotions ~ Your SotSotness may be just to cover your Feelings ~ ( 有時覺得蠻像我的，看似傻傻的，可是這應該是在掩飾心情吧 ) ermmm ... On Behalf Of This GANG , I would like to say SORRY to you coz' sometimes we're actually making you 很難做人～ I don't care Who will be Your Life Partner , Get someone who REALLY support you but not hold you physically ! love you but not hurt you ! Hug you instead of Kiss You ! Feel proud that He having you as his Girlfriend ! ^^* ~

Enni♥

[ Mature Thinker ]

Seriously , after thinking for 6 minutes 30 seconds ..

I REALLY don't know what MATE you would be ~ {=____=}""

So difficult to give any special name ~ lolx ~

Ini ENNI really pattern banyak when eating MAXIM's fried rice ! (洋蔥青蔥挑完出來) Hurrrr ~ o,O"""

Whatever FOODS also NEED 醬油！ (名副其實生抽王)

I think she is COOL !

She don't like means don't like , She won't affected easily by Others ~ She follows what she tought of ~

I do REMEMBER what she said !

[ 我們不可能忘記一個人，就算只是一個很普通很普通的朋友我們也不可能去忘記；更何況是自己愛過的人 ]

[ I don't need a GOOD BOY who haven't expose to social BUT I need a Boy who already BAD & Transformed to GOOD MAN ] ................................etc.

When nothing to talk then quiet , she ♥ personal space ~

when can talk then can talk about many things ~

The one will console me when I feel not Okay with My Crush incident with ***** ,

The one will ask me don't cry ...

Cooked Maggie for you once ♥ , Talk about something and Make Me feel that I want to get to know you more & more ! =] sometimes feeling that If I got you as My sister , I'll be lucky ! ♥♥♥

Drew ^^* ~
You're My very first friend since I came INTI ! & of course one of My Chiong K KAKI !
Thanks for your support when I'M feeling down ~ ^^* ... The way you Help Me , I do always remember ~
As I don't have any friends at the beginning , I used to talk to you when I'M feeling down !
When I facing some LOVE problems ~ You will always listen to my problems ~ and asking Me not to care those
Heartless people ! You asked me watch 小新 ! lolx ! Being affected by you !
Can't forget the days during Ours As examinations , we studied at AO , Cornflakes + Milk ...
lolx ! and Of course ! You're the CRAP King ! The one who able to speak Cantonese so WELL among all My friends ! Always 有異性沒人性 ! HaHa ! Nevermind ! IMMUNE ! :p Hor ! Almost forget ! You're SKIP CLASS KING ! The one who always TEXT Me ： " Where Is The Class ? "
and Of Course I might be knowing your problem sometimes , always REMEMBER we're Best friend at INTI ! Friend"s Caring =] ~ I used to call you 白骨精 ~ Cause you LIKE eating MAMEE & MAGGIE ! Don't eat too much OKAY ?!!!! :p

Tiong^^* ~

[ STRONG ANTENNA + GREATest GANG count + 酸王 ]

Hurrr ~~~! Tiong ~ Let you to know first ! >,<"""""" I already spent 6++ Hours to write everything here ..

So, please forgive me if I not able to write so detail ~

First Of All ~ I JUST WANT TO SAY I ♥ “ Oo cu Bi ” ～～～～～～～～！！！！

You're The MOST 搶鏡 in almost every Outing session ! (PATTERN Banyak while taking pics)

Always saying Me " 晒命 " hahaaaa !

Always want to 酸 Me ~ lolx ~

" 帶路帶到自己睡覺 " apa-apa pun SOUR ~ Nevermind ! I got SWEET♥ in My room {^___^}* ~

SEE ! I bet you never ever have this kind of friend ! so ~ I'M succeeded to make you REMEMBER who is ChiaChiaoAnn ! Hoho ~ :p

He is just the way He is ! He care about friends although He 酸 Me ～ Yea ! I agree with you ! You're just the way You are ! You don't care how strangers think about you !

是朋友的話，就是要講，講也是一種關心 ^^*～如果不認識你，也沒有要講你pun ~~~~ :p

AM I RIGHT ? TeeHee ! I KNOW HATE THIS >,<""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""" AND == ...

No cure you've to accept .. coz' THIS IS MY PATTERN♥ ～ lolx !

我只想說！你們這幾個瓜！都要找到自己的幸福！我也會讓自己幸福！總而言之！

大家都一定一定要幸福！我們醬PATTERN都可以參一起就是緣分！所以一定會再見！

PATTERN LIAW LIAW GANG
Ha ! Ha ! DEAR～♥ We same PATTERN also ! WE LOVE TO SING OLD SONGS ~~~
Finally got someone SAME PATTERN with ME ! woohOoo !

不是應該開心的嗎？

2010-11-16T08:19:00.000-08:00

很快地，就要離開這裡...
不是應該開心的嗎？
回想當初，我真的恨不得離開這裡...
因為這裡留下許多不快樂的回憶...
可是，在此時此刻，我卻捨不得離開這裡...
想想自己，真的很矛盾...
我懷念這裡一切的一切，
好的壞的都一樣，
謝謝你們每一位的出現，
你們讓我成長了不少，
所發生過事，實在太多～
我也不多說了～
因為我的部落格是從我踏進這裡的第一天而開的，
這裡所有的部落大概可以說是屬於INTI的～
我要離開這裡，我很捨不得～捨不得就對了！
我最近也沒什麼心情～沒有心情就對了！
要離開這裡！我一點也不快樂！

♥ Our 1st Month ♥

2010-11-05T10:30:00.000-07:00

♥
Love is Gentle Caring ,

A quiet concern ,

Hidden deeply in the Heart ,

A presence always felt ,

everyday , every minutes , every seconds ,

Love is Gentle Embrace ,

between 2 souls ,

A quiet touch of the hand ,

A soft Hug by warm arms ,

Love is great passion ,

between 2 Hungry Hearts ,

The Intimate exchange ,

between Mind & Soul ,

We couldn't make any promise ,

promise that how long we'll last ,

but It's about continuity between You & Me ...

I always cry , always !

still remember that the first You called Me ,

I already cry overly ~ Making me feel awkward enough !

You know I'M always feeble ...

You giving Me support ~ ...

Make Me secured by lying inside Your bosom ...

Always be there for Me ...

Just want to tell You ,

My ♥ for You is blooming exponentially ~

♥

！喜怒無常！

2010-11-03T14:36:00.000-07:00

I'M Happy coz' I'M no longer be an A-level student !

I'M sad coz' I'M going to leave INTI very soon !

I Miss My Friends a lot ! >,<""""

" A sorry that never die "

2010-11-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

20 days more ,
I'll leave here ,
Leaving Interrogative over here ,
I think here will be no longer belongs to me ,
Everything seems becoming denouement ,
The Keys leaving reciprocate ,
I think I'll never know truthful thought of someone ,
I'M leaving the footsteps onto the Ground of Memories ,
I always remember the places where existing us ,
Memories that just for Me to recall ,
and remain powerless to proceed anything ,
The Memories which I couldn't neglect ,
saying that I seriously hate here ,
opposingly in my mind that, I miss this place...
saying that I will never reserving a latitude ,
opposingly in my heart that, will do...
A sorry that never die away ...
please forgive Myself for doing this ,
and allowed Me to be Indulgence !
Thanks to be part of My days at INTI ...

知己

2010-10-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

也许生命中曾出现过这样一个人，

曾经关系很好，好到他一个眼神就明白一切，开着一些暧昧的玩笑，朋友也总是撺掇两个人在一起。其实心里明白真正交往不如当一辈子的朋友，却还是因为某一时刻的动心，冲动的在一起了。

在一起后，发现一切都变了，不再是欢声笑语，不再是美好单纯的笑脸，变成了猜疑，嫉妒，一切的一切都是因为交往之前，关系太好，太了解对方。

开始彷徨，开始无奈，开始落泪，开始后悔。

多么美好的一段友谊，可以一辈子的快乐，却变成了让人痛苦一辈子的爱情，那我们能不能试着回到过去？回到最初的美好。

感情就是如此，付出的多的一方受的伤更大。

也许他爱的不是现在这个小鸟依人的你，而是那个把他当成朋友两肋插刀的你。

有些情愫，离爱情很近，却还是达不到心贴心，那么，放手吧，还是那句老话，这个世界，谁没了谁，都还是可以活一辈子的。

也许你会说，回得到过去，回不到最初，当然，这是心态问题，如果可以退回到朋友的位置，也许一切都变得简单，变得真实了。

不再每天给你发长长的短信，只在想起你的时候跟你聊聊天，解解闷。

不再使劲打听你身边又多了哪些女生，只站在挚友的角度给你分析哪个更好，哪个可以踹掉。

不再在跟你逛街的时候小心观察你是否在看别的女孩的美腿，而是跟你一起坐在大街上一起点评美女。

不再像个受气的小媳妇等待你的爱等待你的关心，而是做自己的女王，让自己变得开心。

不再被你欺负的时候娇滴滴的说句讨厌，让自己都觉得恶心。而是再一次的欺负回去，

这才是真正的我，才是让你忍不住要当一辈子朋友的我。不是不爱，不是不曾努力，当一切明了，你并没有自己想象的那样爱我，那么，我们做回朋友。

我怀念的是我受委屈的时候你给我的暖暖的拥抱和虽不宽大却很有力的肩膀，而不是因为你没像恋人那样关心我时自己留下的任何一滴眼泪。

我怀念的是你在我被人欺负的时候说的那一句：咱们找丫去！不能让人欺负你。而不是后来因为你不回短信自己瞎想为什么你总欺负我的那种心痛。

我怀念的是曾经每次霸道的拽你送我回家时你义无反顾的样子，而不是后来你把作为男朋友应该送我回家作为任务时焦急看表，心不在焉时那无奈的眼神。

我怀念的是为了逗我开心，为了让我快乐犯傻气的你，而不是看我为你落泪时低头抽烟的你。

也许，还是会在夜深人静的时候想起曾经在一起的过往，但，我更珍惜现在充满欢笑的生活。

你不仅是我曾经深爱过的男人，更是我这辈子要珍惜的朋友。So，你说过的话要算数，心甘情愿被我欺负一辈子。

不是不再爱你，而是退回到好朋友的位置，换个角度去爱你。我知道，你对我的珍惜，你懂得，我对你的感情，那就足够了。

如果你觉得这辈子欠下叻我什么，下辈子，换你来爱我，好麽？

做不了你最爱的女友，那就做你这辈子最铁的知己。

[ 化 ]

2010-10-14T01:55:00.000-07:00

别离未算久别漫谈如挚友
令清修的我再失守
别凝望太久令面容如刺绣
像一针一血的引诱
一巴一巴情感打不化
没碰着你再爱谁未算假
何必担心下半生
何苦不信任缘份
谈多几次心
自然就似情人唯有甘心
无需等的别要等
庸碌一世没遗憾
人家不费心亦能恩爱互吻
谁说别人未衬
泪还未转圈便被人嫌我怨
扮开心果也够辛酸
旧情未算短令别人如副选
像他的衫也该你穿
收得多花迟早火花都化
未信共对上百年未爱他
情不必太深若能不执着你
谁不懂去互吻
如果恋爱为结婚
如果拥抱为名份
何苦等半生
没人没有情人如果甘心
谁的心可及你狠谁肯恩爱亦荣幸
难刻骨铭心
亦能找到护荫
忘爱自然合衬

Attn to : ♥ Dear ♥ 101006

2010-10-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

Our

♥

Digits

[ 101006 ]

Our

♥

songs

謝謝你 " 寬恕 " 我的過去，" 相愛很難 " 但你卻給了我 " 滿滿 " ,

There's no " SECRET " between us anymore ,

I'll promise that " I'll Lay My Love On You " , " My Love "

It's coz' I knowing that " Because You Love Me "

I'll never " Break Your Heart "

I don't want to be at the Top of the " Pyramid "

Coz' I will be with You at the bottom of the Isoceles Triangle

... ... ... ... ♥ ... ... ... ...

Dear , I've chosen You ...

Coz' I do believe that You would fill me up with ♥ ...

I feel bless whenever I'M ...

Coz' the existing of You ♥ ...

無能為力

2010-10-04T16:26:00.000-07:00

怎麼說，我都比不上真正情侶的“分手”，

因為我們從未開始，我們只能稱得上“分開”，

我搞不懂，不懂為什麼自己還要想念你，

我搞不懂，不懂為什麼自己還要在乎你，

我搞不懂，不懂我們這一段感情應該放上什麼“名字”，

我搞不懂，我真的不懂，就連你心裡想怎樣，我也不懂，

可能，你早已遺棄這段感情，

可能，這段感情對你不重要，

可能，你已經遺忘我們的過去，

可能，是我想太多了，

可能，你根本沒愛過，

為什麼，那麼多的可能呢？

因為，你從一開始到現在，

連一個明確的答案都不想給我，

為什麼...

難道，我真的那麼微不足道？我氣你！

難道，你認為我會忘記我們為什麼分開嗎？

你明明知道我懂，為什麼還要一直提？我氣你！

我氣你！你說，我們還是好朋友？

我倒想知道，這種好朋友，有多好？我生氣！

我不理了，我理不了什麼，

我不知道，你，有幸福嗎？

我不知道，你，有快樂嗎？

我不知道，你，有滿足嗎？

我不知道，你，有傷心嗎？

我不知道，你，又難過嗎？

我也想關心你，可是我無能為力...

我也想看見你幸福，可是我無能為力...

我也想體諒你心情，可是我無能為力...

我也想在你傷心難過時陪著你，可是我無能為力...

因為，我已經走不進你的世界～

從你的一舉一動，你讓我知道，你有多麼得不想我走進你的圈子裡～

為什麼我這麼想，是因為，你，從來沒告訴我你怎麼想...

你別闖入我的生活好嗎？

我想體諒你，可是，我無能為力～

我想愛你多一點，可是，我無能為力～

我怀念的，只不过是你早已经遗忘的幸福，

我珍惜的，不过是你觉得不再重要的感情，

我想要的，却是你心中最不想给我的爱情,

我都知道，只是心中还是抱着一點點的希望...
我很傻吧... ...

『心聲』

2010-09-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

有没有这么一个人

你会在听到他的名字时忽然变得沉默

有没有这么一个人

你会在独自一人时想他想到哭泣，却在看见他时故作无所谓地笑

生命中有太多的美好与感动

但是你宁愿为了那个人而失落伤感，甚至濒临崩溃

你会在日记上写下大段大段曾经不属于你的失落伤感

会在听到某句歌词那么贴切地唱出你的心声时失声痛苦

会在夜里梦到他冷漠的表情，从夜里哭醒过来

……甚至更多更多

有没有这么一个人

你感谢上天让你遇见了他，你觉得只要看见他就是一种幸福

有没有这么一个人

你无数次说着要放弃，但终究还是舍不得

有没有这么一个人

你为他浪费了青春错过了爱情，却依旧傻傻地守候，即使你知道不管等多久他依旧不会回头

喜欢他的每一天对你来说都是一种折磨

每一分每一秒。都夹杂着痛苦与甜蜜

即使痛苦一次次让你落泪。即使你知道甜蜜只是你安慰自己的假象。可你依旧学不会放手

你说你认了

你说你从喜欢上他那刻起就认输了

你说。[你看，我输到心都空了。]

有没有这么一个人

你无数次希望自己没有喜欢过他，甚至从未认识过他

但是如果老天给你一次机会回到过去，你依旧会选择喜欢他，甚至连一丝犹豫都没有

有没有这么一个人

你不知道他究竟是不是你生命中的那个唯一

你不确定自己是在错误的时间遇见了对的人还是在对的时间遇见了错误的人

…

你能确定的只有你喜欢他。但是他不喜欢你

你爱那人爱得歇斯底里精疲力竭，他却只能对你说[对不起]

曾經討厭，討厭他重提同一件事。
曾經生氣，生氣他給你的答案。
明明就疼痛不已～卻又狠不下心對他說狠話！
寧願對自己殘忍。

明明。

明明你知道你很好对自己说。

明明你知道朋友是心疼你才会这么说

明明你知道你放弃了对彼此都好

可是你就是不想放弃

…

[因为他就是他阿～]

由始至终你只是默默的看着。想着。喜欢着…只是因为害怕你的喜欢会带来他的不安

于是你深藏起自己的感受，把难过伤感都往肚子里咽

你觉得自己再难过也好过让他难受

那会让你心疼

你只希望他不要剥夺你喜欢他的权利

你对他那么好好到人人都替你惋惜

好到他的朋友羡慕不已

好到喜欢的那个他愧疚得不知所措……

你知道你必须放下。

因为未来的路还很长。而他给不了你你要的幸福

但是你还是会舍不得

因为你不知道

以后还能不能遇见一个人，能让你像现在爱他一样疯狂而执着地爱着那个人

能不能像喜欢他一样用尽全力.不求回报地喜欢那个人

...

你只知道，他是你心里一道无法愈合的伤口

把他埋在心里的一个角落

深深地、深深地

怕一不小心触及，会引来刺骨的疼痛

然后你只能笑着对他说：

[对不起。亲爱的我不爱你了。]

sudden post

2010-09-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

No Matter what i do ,
I just can't deny that My Heart is pain ...
I don't know what you thinking ...
I don't know everything on your mind ...
I don't know what should i do now ...
Is it My fault to come into your life ?
If Yes , please excuse me for being interfered you ...
I don't meant to appear at that time ...
The fact was stated , I already get involve in your surroundings ..
I think I'M just a consoler for you cause you facing stress ..
I think Myself get wrong stepped ...
Trying My very best to leave all those things ...
I hate Myself intoxicated in your life ...
I hate Myself for being love you and hate Myself ...
I hate Myself when I click in your profile and click it out ...
I hate Myself when I block your MSN and unblocked it ...
I hate Myself for being so care for you and hurt Myself ...
I would rather know nothing in between ...
What for i care ? Who knows ...
I'M so upset ... Please don't ever consult me ...
I'M nothing in between ...
Leave me alone .. and I will carry on with Myself ...
Cause i don't meant for you ...
Your words are killing me sometimes ...
deeply ...prickingly ....My Heart is ache ~
Just a sudden feelings come towards Me ..
Ignore it if it's annoying ~

♥ Addicted to Camwhore ♥

2010-09-11T17:53:00.000-07:00

♥ Perfume ♥

Mushii ♥ ~

Hurr ~

ann ♥ 19

Personally ♥ this Glasses !

sweets ♥

♥ Camwhore ♥

lolx ! sorry for My self-lovingness ~

Cause I ♥ Myself so much ! Instead of ♥-ing Other ppl !

I've to learn to ♥ Myself more than everyone !

TeeHee !

【這樣的一個我】

2010-09-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

很久沒來這裡了，

我最終還是回到熟悉的地方，

一個人過日子，一個人久了，一定會習慣，

每天早上，鑰匙一定記得拿，手機反而忘了拿，

一個人生活，除了房間，再也沒有地方讓我去，

只有鑰匙可以打開自己的房間，一個人靜靜地呆在房間裡，

上網？聽歌？看戲？溫習？甚至用一個小時去洗澡？

自己有什麼事情，都說不得，我要向誰說？

從小，父母都不在我身邊，因為他們為了事業，

去了一個離我小時候很遙遠的地方，我無從選擇，

因為他們幸苦的工作，只為了養育我，他們是我生命中最重要的人，

沒有了他們，沒有我，我對自己說過，我一定不會給他們麻煩，

因為，我只要看見我的父母很開心地過著每一天，

一個小學生，做什麼事情，都自己決定，

一個小學生，面對事情時，也同樣，說不得，我要向誰說？

根本沒有任何人關心自己，真可悲～

慢慢也就習慣了，什麼事都自己撐，自己看著辦，

長大了，我已經是父母眼裡“獨立”的孩子，

他們工作已經很幸苦了，有時看見他們的不開心，

就算我遇到什麼事情，我也不想麻煩他們，就算是一分鐘，

我把所有的事，一一收藏起來，從來不會在他們面前提起過我小時候的日子怎麼過，

因為他們認定了我是懂事的孩子～

現在的我，越來越軟弱，什麼事情都只有先哭了，才去想辦法解決...

我變得很愛哭，少少挫折也哭，開心也哭，傷心也哭，失望也哭，寂寞也哭，孤獨也哭，什麼都哭一場～
每一次的雨天，我都忍不住又哭，雨天可以讓我盡情地哭，
而，那沒意義的眼淚也可以隨著雨水流走...

請原諒我哭，因為我再也找不到任何方法去掩飾自己的心情...

就連，一個可以讓我訴苦的人也都沒有，

我真的只想要一個人關心自己，

我真的只想有一個人能聆聽我的聲音，

在我撐不了的時候，借一借肩膀讓我依靠，

在我掉眼淚的時候，要把我的眼淚都擦乾，

在我面對難題的時候，千萬別把我一個人留下，

在我傷心的時候，問一問我發生什麼事，

在我寂寞的時候，陪我說說話，

在我失望的時候，鼓勵我，

在我跌到的時候，扶我一把，

我不想一個人跌得渾身是傷，

最後還要靠自己爬起來，

我非常討厭那一種感覺！

我不要像小時候那樣，被人冷落！

我不要像小時候那樣，被人丟在一旁！

我不要像小時候那樣，沒人關心我！

我不要像小時候那樣，被人欺負自己挺！

為什麼要我孤獨？

可能這樣長大的我，對感情很固執，

我介意他們不關心我，不理我，冷落我，丟下我，

我太在乎身邊的那個人，使他們一一離我而去，

我覺得自己不想再要受這種傷，痛得已經麻木，

可是，卻麻木地一直掉眼淚～

我就是那個名副其實，不折不扣的“哭包”～

我就是執著的不得了！

明明知道愛錯了，還是固執地去愛他～

要放棄一個人，就真的那麼容易嗎？

明明知道了是事實，卻默默地接受了，

因為再一次，我無從選擇～

2010-09-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

aiks !

exam is coming soon ~

feel distress errh !

Just here to vent a bit !

aww !

recently LIKE the song named " Secrets " by OneRepublic !

Hurrr...

Things already happened , and there is sure no Turning Point !

Just take it easy ! ^^* ~

Gambateh narh ANN ! Heehehees !~

[ You ]

2010-08-28T15:51:00.000-07:00

I love you deeply ,

Doesn't means I need to stay besides You ...

I love you deeply ,

Cause' I choose to do so ....

I understand what're You trying to let Me know ,

I really understand ...

I'M disappointed firstly ,

But Yet ~

I felt The existing Of You in My Heart ...

Please don't worry ,

I will Hide You inside Me ...

I don't need any single thing from You ,

Cause' I don't need ~

Don't ever feel stress for Nothing ...

I just want You to believe On Me , I'M really Okay !

whenever You're whatever You planned ..

I'll support You ~ I'M here to be your supporter !

Don't ever feel that You've the responsibility to repay anyhting ,

Cause' You don't meant to do so ....

...Just do Me A Favour...

prove Me that Our Encounter is Not a Blunder !

all I ever wanted is Just to see that You're Happy ..
I just want to see You smile C= ...

I just want You to be Happy ...

remember ! I just want You to be Happy !

Or else ... I'll *pinch* You 99 !!! {>____<}"""""
I'M still the One You knew at the beginning ~
You're still the One who bullying Me all the time !
eww ! >,<"""
I'll revenge when we meet xD Hahahaaaaa !

RandomPost

2010-08-28T15:20:00.000-07:00

Aww ! why INTI blocked Blogger har ?! I Miss My blog so much !~

Had been a very long time I didn't log on to My Blog {>___<}""""""...

Ishh !~

Result already released !

and seriously , This was the first time I cried because Of My " spoilt " result !

I swear I'll never repeat this kind Of stupid result again !

Ohh My God ~

Today I went so many places with My family ! xD

first : Sunway , Second : Uptown , Third : Ikea , Forth : TheCurve , Fifth : SupperOn

Hahahahahaaaaa ! shit lor ! I didn't study since friday ~ >,<"""""""

sorry arh Nicholas , I'M again fong fei gei xD ...

2010-08-02T12:34:00.000-07:00

sleepless Tonight ,
It's 3.17a.m right now ~
actually I'M damn tired ,
but yet I'M having Insomnia ~
feeling bad for these few weeks ,
Many things crashed on me directly ...
A-level ,
I'M not giving up as Lecturer told us on what our senior did ~
I'M trying to get every lil things in the class ,
But then ! It's useless ! Don't tell me MATH is easy now !
Yes ! A's MATH is very very easy ! and now ! It's another story !In another way ,Maybe it's considered easy for our Lecturer ~
But not us , Okay !~ I tried to ask so many friends either form 6 or Degree students ~ What The Heck !They do not know what am I asking about ! when we asked Our MATH's Lecturer , The MATH we learning is it the same as Degree students ? He answered with smiley face:You need not to know ~ ^^*..we were like .. speechless!

Bio , stack and stacks of Notes ! My fcuking God ! I'M effing stress when I look at it ...
read few times , keep repeating ! I also not really understand !~ somemore get scold by lecturer ...
we're human being ! you tired ? Yes , you are .. How about us ? In lecturer's eyes , we as a student will only playing around ? You think that way ? We also get tried to work on it , but then , you all want us to show you when we're working for A2 examination ???
Friends ,
Ohh My Godness , I'M here to please you all ... Give me some time to rest .. Don't ask this and that ~ I feel fed up with you all sometimes ... I respecting you all doesn't means that I've the responsibility to serve on you all ... okay ? Und ? additionally , I really fed up with Myself ~ I like someone that I'M not suppose to like ..
you all think I'M okay now ? be serious ! I also wondering why should I face those problem ? Is it everything related to me ? Why I need to bear it Myself ? I can't even speak out My problems ... Instead , who will support Me ? I think no ... Is It because this is My own choice to love someone ??? and again... I've the responsibility to bear it with Myself once more ?! Instead , I'M not strong enough to carry all those burden ... Maybe , Just Maybe ... I'M not mature enough ~ and I'll try My very very best to do whatever that is able to make Myself distress !~ I'll be there for Myself ... No worries !

[ S.A.L.T ] 300710 [ !nsane Gang ]

2010-07-31T09:53:00.000-07:00

Classes started at 8.00a.m. till 12.00p.m.

We went Jusco at around 12.30p.m.

Immediately we go sing K after we reached there ,

Lolx ! we all crazy in GreenBox !

and we crazy until didn't take any Meal before we enter it ~

SNACKS forced to be Our Breakfast + Lunch = Brunch

around 4.30p.m ++ , we took our Meal and rush for the Movie :

" SALT by Angelina Jolie "

wOotz ! she was very "Handsome" in the Movie !

Coz' we bought tickets for 2 Movies ,

Gordon & Enni played Battle for Bowling

We all Battle in Racing Car ~

It's time for Our second Movie :

" SORCERER Of Apprentis "

Umm .. overall ,

both of this Movies also not Bad and I Graded them as " A- " or " B "

Let's begin Our Madness for Friday !!! WoOtz !

Tiong , Enni , CheaYee , Gordon , Me , JiaXian

Enni , CheaYee , Me , JiaXian

Ohh My gosh ! Look at our 38 photos !

JiaXian , Me

I think I sot plug already =__="""

Tiong , JiaXian , Me

[ 3 of us crazy ! ]

Gordon , Me

Personally LIKE this : CheaYee , Me , JiaXian

♥

Walao ! CheaYee and Me gone MAD >,<''' ...

Kissy kissy ♥

Enni , Me

Me ! Me ! Me ! ♥

♥ This One ~

2 acting , 1 real player

sorry for some of our stupid actions cause we're recently stress-ing for our A2 examination soon !

aww ! {>__<}""""

…… 也許只能是特別的朋友……

2010-07-29T09:19:00.000-07:00

做不成男女朋友，做個特別的朋友。

兩個可能彼此相愛，喜歡的人，

但是，又不屬於友情，愛情，親情中的任何一種，

彼此不能成為男女朋友，只能做個特別的朋友...

也許是為了朋友之間的義氣，不能歸屬。

也許是為了顧及家人的意見，不能歸位。

也許是為了自己的前程，不能承諾。

也許是相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。

也許是相遇太晚，彼此身邊已經有了另一個人。

也許是回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。

也許彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線...

不過即使沒在一起，

彼此仍能找到踏實的感覺，

仍然會保持不隸屬任何一種感情的關係。

但是彼此心底清楚，

對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。

因為有了彼此，心裡總是被幸福塞的滿滿的...

即使不能彼此名正言順的牽著手逛街，

還是可以做無所不談的朋友。

彼此有喜歡的人，口頭上會說不吃醋，

心裡卻會覺得疼痛...

對方遇到困難時，

會盡全力伸出援助之手，

不會計較誰又欠了誰。

對方生病了，

會繳盡腦汁找藥方，

恨不得變成護士，陪伴在身旁...

每個人這輩子，

心中都有過這么一個特別的朋友，

很矛盾的行為。

一開始可能不甘心只做朋友的，

但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

寧願這樣關心對方的心情，

總好過彼此生活在一起受傷害...

做不成男女朋友，

當個特別的朋友，

有什麼不好呢？

你心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢 ?

很多的感情，

都敗在了現實的面前... ...

友情可以演變成為愛情，

愛情最終進化成為親情，

彼此就將友情直接進步到親情...

人生不過百年...

能牽手的時候，請別只是肩並肩，

能擁抱的時候，請別只是手牽手，

能在一起的時候，請別輕易分開，

能成為紅顏知己，請別刻意離開！

珍惜彼此之間踏實的感覺。

相爱很难MV [ 张学友*梅艳芳 ]

2010-07-28T10:21:00.000-07:00

♥ I'M Three & Eight ♥ LOL ~

2010-07-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Had been long time didn't camwhore !

Lolz ! My self-lovingness ~ ♥

I'll Never Know

2010-07-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

On a summer's day long ,

I fell in love and I'll never know ,

Just what It was that made me feel ,

so drawn to him , what to appeal ?

That already set my pulses so to race ,

For how could I describe the feelings ?

No way to count the days and hours ,

Spent in self-indulgence wishes ...

For how could I say it out My words ?

The shuddering nerve-tingling feeling .

You will never know ~

For what should I do now ?

No way to let it out ,

No way to shout it out ,

Yet, I'll choose to keep it deeply ~

I can't stop !

2010-07-20T10:43:00.000-07:00

I just can't stop Myself to think about it !

What for I care ? Nothing ?!

I not really know ~

aiks !

I just can do Nothing ~

I Hate Myself sometimes ~

Why I care ? Dont' Know !

aiks !

He drives Me Insane !~

♥ Despicable Me ♥

2010-07-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

This Movie is very Nice ♥

and we bought the tickets from Siganture ..

The tickets were a bit expensive but It's worth Coz' The seats are comfortable ...

But Then The Cinema is COLD ~ I'M freeze T__T""" sob sobhh ~

It's The Premiere Class ... Couple seats and I sit with CheaYee ♥ ...

Victor ! He's the son of the BankEvil's Manager ! The Huge guy ! {=__=}"""

Look at those Yellow yellow thingy ! ♥♥♥

seriously ♥ them ! cutie ! but I don't know their name ... can anyone tell me ?

The baby girl with the Hair pointed upwards ~ she is my BABY !!!

hahahahaa ! sorry for My sortness !

wowowowwww !!! My ♥♥♥ !~

My Baby Girl ♥

[ 1607_TheGardens ]

Hang Out with CheaYee , YeeChong , Enni & JiaXian

Attn : CheaYee * Gordon

Happy 1st Year Anniversary !

♥ Me * CheaYee ♥

♥ Me * JiaXian ♥

♥ 5 Of us ♥

♥ Me * YeeChong ♥

♥ CheaYee * Me ♥

♥ JiaXian * Me ♥

♥ Me ♥

♥ CheaYee ♥

♥ Despicable Me ! ♥

I Hate It Yet I Love It !

2010-07-17T01:09:00.000-07:00

I Hate The Way You Make Me Feel ,

I Hate How I Love Your Smile ,

I Hate How You Make Me Laugh ,

When I'M Down ,

I Hate The Way I Look at You and Just Smile ,

I Hate How Safe You Make Me Feel Around ,

I Hate How Mad You Make Me Sometimes ,

I Hate How Cute are You when Lying On My shoulders ,

I even Hate When You Know What's On My Mind !

I Hate How We get a Long so well and Talk about anything ,

But ... Most Of all I Hate How I actually Love The Way Of You ~

[ simplified yet perplexed ]

2010-07-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

My Tears dropped ~
My emotion was described as Chaotic ~
I hang out with my buddies ~
I hate the moment for being so quiet ~
I can't control the Brine flow from my pupil ~
My Tears stopped ~
My frame of mind becomes gloom ~
Walking through the street ,
I was associated with Mickle of Memories ~
seriously , I can't even know what's inside My mind ~
I Yearn The Moment to be with Him ?
seriously , I lost My Pistachio since that day ~
My buddies told me that I'M brave enough ~
But then , why can't I feel the happiness for being brave ?
24 hours may gone day by days ,
I do believe that I can carry on My Life as I'M not that stupid to get hurt ~
I can't admit that I really Miss Him ~ Only be able to secretly wipe away My tears ~
I can't do anything ~ I can't even do anything ~ ...
I thought the problem was simplified but yet It's perplexed inside Me ~

掉了

2010-07-15T04:09:00.000-07:00

心疼的玫瑰半夜还开著

找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊

回到现场却已来不及

等待任何回音都不可得

微弱的风筝冬天里飘著

回不去手中缠线的那个

没有蓝天又何必去飞怎么适合

黑色笑靥掉了雪白眼泪掉了

该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了

瞳孔没有颜色结了冰的长河

回忆是最可怕的敌人

故事情节掉了主角对白掉了

该属于剧中的对角戏也掉了

胸口没有快乐断了翅的白鸽

不枯萎的藉口全掉了

曾经唱过的歌分享过的笑声

在心中不断拉扯

想念不能承认偷偷擦去泪痕

冬天过了还是会很冷

【續集 l 】

2010-07-13T12:30:00.000-07:00

我知道，这问题问得似乎很傻。

那么轻盈的一滴,流过脸庞，常常只在瞬间。

如果是那些琼瑶苦情戏里的演员，几秒钟就可以泪流满面。

又何必问，一滴泪，落下的时间？　　

可我常常觉得，流下一滴眼泪，需要很久很久。

人越长大，就越习惯于压抑内心的真实感受，不再放声大哭放声大笑，什么都只是淡淡的点到为止。

好像越来越没有什么事情，可以让我伤心到立刻落泪，像是传说中丢失了泪腺的骆驼，再也找不出，释放伤感的出口。

于是一滴泪，在渗出眼眶之前，早已在心中酝酿了许久，甚至可能在落下之前，已经悄悄蒸发。　

13 July 2010 [ MONDAY ]

2010-07-12T10:56:00.000-07:00

不敢正視（你），因為沒有勇氣去面對（你）～
不敢正視（你），因為我的心實在太脆弱～
不敢正視（你），因為我的眼淚正在打轉～
當（你）說完了，我的眼淚流不下來～
當（你）沉默了，我的眼睛凝望著遠方～
卻很不願意的，知道事實正在自己面前～
我逃避不了（你），因為我把自己上了鎖～
我說不出話了，因為我腦袋也空白了～
眼淚已經淹沒了自己，頓時看不見任何東西～
眼淚已經淹沒了自己，我看見的（你）也消失了～
雖然在（你）面前真的哭了，
我不希望讓你看見這樣的我～
我討厭學不會接受，我討厭學不會面對～
當自己靜了下來，累積的眼淚不斷地劃過自己的臉～
畫得自己亂七八糟... 怎麼辦～怎麼辦呢～...
當（你）在我身旁，我變得很堅強～
可能自己習慣了裝～我能多麼堅強就要多麼的堅強～
為什麼～當我還沒落淚之前，我感覺得到你哭泣了～為什麼呢？～
現在的我，頭腦在壓縮～我很辛苦～...
我學了很多次~每次當自己有事，我都一個人面對～我很累～我真的很累～
突然覺得自己並不是想像中的堅強，只是我的逞強變成我的堅強～
習慣就好...因為我做不了什麼.... ...
同樣的時間，同樣的地方，同樣的心情，我的眼淚也落在同一張桌子上～

Outing with CALUK's 7A2

2010-07-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

Nice view ~

Tanker , CheaYee , Me , JiaXian

CheaYee , Enni , Me , JiaXian

Enni , CheaYee , JiaXian , Me

MuiGeik ,YeeLing , Enni , JiaXian , CheaYee , Me , EeLi , KIM

Tanker & CheaYee

Our shadows ~

The Most Stupid Photo Of The Day ==""

CheaYee

CheaYee , Enni , Me , JiaXian

We like this picture , but , JiaXian O,o""" ... Giving a very different posing ~

Hurrr ~ Mou yann ~~~

[ 08 July 2010 - 09 July 2010 ]

Drew's & KIM's Birthday !

We went to Sepang to have a seafood dinner with half of our Coursemates ~

It was the first day that all Of us scolded by BIO Lecturer at the same day ~

Coz' we discussed about our transport during the break of the lesson ~

and unluckily we get scolded 99 {=__=}"""

whatever !~

around 5.45PM , Tanker drove us : Enni , CheaYee , JiaXian and Me to our destination ~

well ~ We took a lot crazy pictures !

aww !

Memorable day for myself ~

In The Minute that I Hate Myself b'coz of NONsense !

2010-07-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

I seriously Hate that I'M so uncontrollable !

I can't stop Myself to flip back the Memories !

I Hate ! I Hate ! I Hate to be like this !

LOW EQ Of Me !

Please Let My brain stop functioning for these Minutes !

I'm so in angry right now !
Instead , Angry is a very stupid Things in this world !

天秤座_LIBRA

2010-06-30T23:32:00.000-07:00

天秤座不會狂熱地追求你，他會把你寫進小說裏。他不會惡意的挑逗你，

他會說樂意為您效勞。他表現的不是非常的積極，除非你對他很確定。他的愛情穩紮穩打，

穩定平衡，是他的原則，他會因為覺得麻煩而不願意去換一個愛人。不是每個天秤座的男人

都愛貓，不是每個天秤座的女人都熱衷動漫，但是他們大多數人都有著藝術天賦，

並且願意無償的對你提供幫助，只要你對他們是真誠的好。人家說借人錢，不借道。

但是他們是少數的，願意教你很多東西，並且無論你的是戀人、情人、朋友都會對你

溫柔的少數人種。他們並不是沒有自己的好惡，不過貴在能忍。只是忍有限度，

一旦，爆發，他們決不回頭。

跟天秤座人戀愛總是徜徉在一種輕鬆愉快的氣氛中，他不會讓你覺得尷尬，

他對於突發事件落落大方，在他看來，有共同的興趣愛好比性的吸引更加重要。

跟天秤座在一起，你會發現他有很多朋友，你可以保證不吃他朋友的醋嘛？

王力宏 ☆ 讓我取暖 ❤

2010-06-30T22:30:00.000-07:00

(彭羚)看起来朋友很多知心的没几个而最关心的就是你尤其是这几年后分开的那么远感情更难说出口
(王力宏) 回程的机票在手或许明天就走其实都可以更改的只要是你开口留我只要一个理由我就会为你停放
(彭羚) 别太晚别太乱别太烦告诉我有没有人为你取暖谈情感谈孤单谈平凡虽然所有相聚都可能面对离散
(王力宏) 下一晚下一站下一段告诉我有没有人为你取暖如果能再回到你身边那些走在大街的日子多简单多自然
(合):一直到天黑了人散了谁也都不要离开一直到我们都相信了还有爱
(彭羚) 看起来朋友很多知心的没几个而最关心的还是你
(王力宏) 回程的机票在手也许明天就走除非是你留我

~ Waiting for The Time To Pass ~

2010-06-30T21:56:00.000-07:00

Waiting the time to pass ~ {=__=}"""

My Holidays

aiks ! It's in the 3rd week !

I seriously feel that this Holidays are too long !

I'M willing to donate my holidays to my friends who need it very much ~

aww !

I Miss My Coursemate so much !

I Miss all My Friends at INTI !

I Miss My secondary school"s friends damn much !

ChienTeen ❤

Vivienne ❤

Valerie ❤

KaiJun ❤

Germany Versus England ~ I ♥ Gerrard

2010-06-27T09:11:00.000-07:00

The Match is officially ended ~

The result :

4 : 1 , 4 for Germany , 1 for England ~

A very very Nice Match !

I've a very strong feelings that Germany will Triumped the Game !

But , England deserved to have 2 instead of 1 !

I really really fed up with that referee !

Damn not fair for England ~ We all can see the ball over the baseline !

and that stupid referee ! {>__<}"""" seriously blind !

After the 4 kicks from Germany , My lovely Gerrard still haven't give up ~ ♥♥♥

and I seriously ♥ his Persistence ~ I admire HIM damn much ...

and guess what I saw from facebook {=__=}""

" I don't see Wayne Rooney playing ~ I saw WANK Looney "

sweat ~

Gerrard !!! ♥♥♥ aww !

2010-06-26T03:24:00.000-07:00

World Hitz !

FIFA WorldCup is recently Heating Up everybody !

I"M so in Addiction to support every Match !

Hoohoo !

I seriously ♥ Gerrard from England Team !

support support !

Tee Hee !

But ~~~

somehow ~ I ♥ Bradley [U.S.A] also !

such Of Two Minds {=__=}""" sweat ~

♥ Initial-D ♥

2010-06-26T03:06:00.000-07:00

I ♥ Initial-D !

我好中意高桥凉介arh !

wow ! O,o""" sweat ~

2010-06-24T23:43:00.000-07:00

I woke up in the Morning ~

and I found this ! sweat ~ {=__=}"''

The Ice expanded and the cup break ~

aiks !

Movie"s Marathon _19th June

2010-06-21T23:09:00.000-07:00

Lolx ! Watched 2 Movies continuously with Uncle !

The very first time in my life of " Movie's Marathon " ~ Haahaha !
Toy Story 3 : 2.30pm - 4.30pm

The Karate Kid : 4.30pm - 7.00pm

after we collected the Tickets , we went to NANDO's ~

Unfortunately , Our Orders had been delayed for almost 45 minutes ~

We forced to cancel our orders due to TimeRushing ~

[ Get a FREE drinks instead ! Hees ! ]

Ohh My godness ~ I'm wondering why there are having 4 to 5 counters ,

but only open 2 Counters {=__=}""" .. sweat !~

Here comes !

[ Toy Story 3 ]

" I seriously LOVE these cutie peas ~ ,

Hope that I can have them with me when I'M sleeping "

" This STRAWWWBerry Bear ~ {=__=}""" ,

so cruel ! I HATE HIM ! He Tried to escape himself after Others helped him "

SELFIShyyy !

" TaDa ! Mr.Potato ! Lolx ! actually he is very GENG !

Can be fixed up again on other piece of face ~ xD "

[ The Karate Kid ]

" Aha ! xiao Dre Kao Lui ! xD Lolx ! "

" This fellow was very proud of himself at the beginning ~

Because his Shi-Fu having those BAD attitude ! Aww ! >__

I want to challenge 3 Movies Next time ! LOL ~ ^^* ...

Celebrate with Grandfather ?! LOL ~

2010-06-21T21:34:00.000-07:00

aiyo ~

Lazy to write already ~

Just picture only ~

LOL ~

Having Dinner at Italiannese ~

Celebrate with My Grandfather cause My daddu used to Celebrate with his father at tha same day ~

aiks !

I just made a card for My lovely Daddy ~ ♥

Pavillion_TheLoaf

2010-06-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

TeeHee !

Went to Pavillion all the way just to have Our LUNCH ~

The Spaghetti Is Nice ~ ^^* ...

I don't think I can finish it if there is nobody to share with me xD !

Just 3 Of Us ~

My Aunt , My Mummy & Me ~

NIKKO Hotel

2010-06-19T23:15:00.000-07:00

supposingly go to KLCC Today ,

but , the destiny had been changed to NIKKO Hotel KL ~

Lolx ! They all want to meet the Hairstylist : Allan ~

No cure .. I just follow their step .. Heess ..

Took a lot of picture of Myself {=__=}"""

Ahahahaa ! walk around the Hotel from Morning till Afternoon ~

wow ! I like the weather for Today ! It's windy windy ^^* ~

DOTA Version

2010-06-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

Personally Like The Original Version {^__^} ...
They all are addicted to DOTA xD .. Lolx !
Dopamine release =___=""" ...

♥ 一个人♥

2010-06-17T16:45:00.000-07:00

一个人久了。。。会懒得恋爱。。。

一个人久了。。。朋友会越重要。。。

一个人久了。。。会越来越喜欢听歌。。。

一个人久了。。。电话会常常忘记带。。。

一个人久了。。。会养成一个怪癖。。。

一个人久了。。。对爱情会越来越挑剔。。。

一个人久了。。。除了寂寞点外还是会蛮开心的。。。

一个人久了。。。会慢慢变成成熟起来。。。

一个人久了。。。会比以前更重视更爱父母，更重视亲情。。。

一个人久了。。。对所有的节日大多没什么期待。。。

一个人久了。。。听到看到别人一对对的很甜蜜，心里多少还是会有些介意。。。

一个人久了。。。会喜欢买很多无谓东西，带自己去很远的地方。。。

一个人久了。。。会觉得无拘无束自由自在天宽地广。。。

一个人久了。。。爱情会变得越来越不重要，取而代之的是钱和事业。。。

一个人久了。。。会越来越理性，越来越现实。。。

一个人久了。。。会越来越沉闷。。。

一个人久了。。。会懂得处理钱财。。。

一个人久了。。。会把时间都会放在家人身上，，，

一个人久了。。。都不喜欢一个人去戏院看戏。。。

一个人久了。。。做事只需跟自己交待。。。

一个人久了。。。计划未来的东西都只是一个人，，，

一个人久了。。。发白日梦的时间也多了。。。

一个人久了。。。开始会自言自语了。。。

一个人久了。。。开始会做些无聊的东西了。。。

一个人久了。。。开销会少了。。

一个人久了。。。朋友会越来越多了。。。

一个人久了。。。会喜欢坐在沙滩上。。。

ANTI-Hospital

2010-06-16T07:53:00.000-07:00

aww !

I hate to get sick !

finished my last paper on 10th June !

and yet ! I get sick on 11th June ~

I'M very very suffer of it ~ sob sob ~ Nobody was there ~

I don't wanna faint inside my room without anyone knowledge ~

I've to wait a friend to fetch me at around 11.30++ pm ~

Ohh My godness ~ I feel so helpless at that Moment ~

It's never happen before ~ I'M scaring to be one person inside the room ~

I feel the pain alone and I seriously don't know who can help me ...

{T__T}""" Had been a long time I'M totally away from doctor ~

I hate to be in Hospital since I was the one always visit Hospital during my secondary school !

eventhough My SPM ~ I sit for my paper in Hospital !

aww ! 2 invigilators surrounded me ! I don't like it !

Sincerely Thanks to all My friends ! Thanks for the caring ^^ ... Muacks ! ♥

One More Day ^^* ~

2010-06-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

I Like My Hair Colour ~ Hees ^^* ..

Too boring already ~ recently like to tie up my hair ~

cause the weather is very very HOT ! eww !

Supposingly I'M going back my home today ,

But , mummy is busy with her job ..

so ~ I staying here for one more day ~

really nothing to do over here ~

I think all My Coursemates already went back ~

I Miss Them Muchiee ! {>__<}""

Aha ! Ordered McD to fill up My Breakfast , Lunch , Dinner & Supper !

{=____=}"""

Lolx ! I used up 2 hours to have my meal and at the same time Movie-ing inside My room !

bla bla blaaa !

see ! I'M damn freeeeeee .. I think I'M The Free-est people at INTI right now ~ xD

Gambateh for Others who are busy busy busy busy bussieeeee ~

× 無標題 ×

2010-06-10T06:18:00.000-07:00

美味的料理，不是一次就可以做的美味
電腦的程式，不是一次就可以寫的完美
兩人的愛情，不是一次就可以走到終點·

♥ 如果你愛我，是否改寫了我的人生？
♥ 如果你愛我，現在的我們會幸福嗎？
♥ 如果你愛我，現在的我會流淚嗎？
♥ 如果你愛我，現在的我會說如果嗎？

縱使心里有千萬個想法，
行動卻只能萬中選一～
縱使心里有很多的思念，
對象依然只是一個“你”♥

喜歡上一個人，我開始習慣等待～
喜歡上一個人，我開始習慣孤單～
喜歡上一個人，我開始習慣想念～

有沒有人能夠捉緊我？
你對付出的一份真心，
我會用一輩子對你好～
【可是我等的那個人呢？】

♥ 每當下起那冷漠的雨，我感覺得到寂靜……
♥ 每當吹著那溫柔的風，我感覺你的存在……

我累了～我真的累了～
我討厭孤單～我討厭安靜～
朋友是很多，但，每當我傷心時，
卻找不到一個人聆聽我的聲音～
真是可笑到了極點～

天秤座像吸血鬼

2010-06-09T20:03:00.001-07:00

吸血鬼是带有浪漫特质的鬼怪角色，苍白丶削瘦丶长生不老的特质，令拼命美白丶瘦身丶养生的现代人欣羡不已！【夜访吸血鬼】这部电影由阿汤哥和布莱德比特两大帅哥担纲之後，更将吸血鬼的美貌丶多情推到一个烂漫的极致。君不见【暮光之城】里面的吸血鬼哪个不是俊男美女？想得到永恒的爱情吗？请接受吸血鬼的一吻吧！

天秤座像吸血鬼，优雅丶高贵，又带点让人猜不透的神秘气息。吸血鬼是半人半妖，是举止得宜的绅士，也是贪婪求血的妖物；是翩然洒脱的俊男美女，也是眨眼便飞出窗外的嗜血蝙蝠。吸血鬼过着截然不同的「变身」生活，就好像随时在求取平衡的天秤座。

天秤座喜欢高谈阔论，但不会HIGH翻失控；天秤座喜欢和大夥行动，看似合群，但却不喜欢掏心掏肺。

天秤座有的精明过头，有的粗线条到了极点，但他们都知道保护自己的界线，不会让自己「看起来」掉进太痛苦的深渊。天秤座看起来与世无争，其实他只是有一堆没说出口的原则罢了。

天秤座像吸血鬼，有时候说出来的刻薄语言并不是为了伤害，反倒是示好。他们的友善是与生俱来，不是故意暧昧。他们常说：「不谈恋爱会死。」其实不是花心，而是怕孤单。他们害怕面对自己的脆弱，所以才会在外人面前，戴上优然自得的面具。

别去破坏天秤座刻意保持的平静及平衡，因为当他不再愿意赌气，而选择冷漠地转身离去时，将是无法回头的分离。

Status Of * LONE *

2010-06-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

I'M again in the status of EMO ~

I'M sad ~ A lot Of Problems happened !

and It's very very complicated to say it out ~
I Just Hope that My Family will be alright ~

God Bless ~

I've made Myself to be very very Optimist !

Maybe for few Months ~

But Yet ... I'M here again ~

I feeling solely ~ somehow ~

seriously need someone to listen to me ~

I felt The Taste of Bitter ~

I felt The Flair of Sour ~

How could it be ?

Aren't that I'M very tough ?

Aren't that I'M very optimist ?

I'M tired for being simulation ~

ROOM " Mad "

2010-06-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

Lolx ! I went back home for few days ~
Guess what I did ?
I sticked on my sofa & Drama-ed non-stop ! {=__=}""" sweat enough ~ I bring along all the Notes and Let It Hibernating ~
Camwhore with My room"s stuff !
Ha ! Haa ! *Laugh Fakely !
aiks ! Had been 2 weeks plus , I did not go back Home ~
and yet , It's happened a lot of problems ~
Haix ! Completely MOODless ...
Came back INTI in the afternoon , did nothing inside my room ~
Do not know why I'M sad for whole week ~
seems like I was decribed as ECG ...
My mood swing becoming seriously serious ...Haix ! NUMB ~

I seriously Dislike " Statement Of Entry " !

2010-06-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

Lolx !
I'M super duper FREE now ~
Aha ! Don't envy leh ~
Hahahaa !!!
I see a lot of people busy-ing with their club"s & study"s stuffs ...
This is so call a PHYSICAL Sufferance ~ and It's can seriously make you sleepless ..
But , as you all see , A-level students so free everyday , The whole MONTH need not go to class ..wow ! sounds so Great !!!
and NOW ! I wanna tell you all ! we're not free for the whole Month !!!
The examination timing were NOOB {=__=}"""
we're only taking 3 subjects but used up 1 MONTH time ?
Huh ? What's The Hell !
This is so call a MENTALLY Tortured ! Aww ! Killing us 99 larh !
What so happy & excited for being class-less for a MONTH ?!!
I would rather go to everyday instead Of study ! study ! study ! every minutes !
I wanna say BYE BYE to the [ Statement Of Entry ] <<<>

Define A Word

2010-05-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today ,
Chat with one of my friend ~
and suddenly I heard a WORD : Hilarious
Oops ! It's sounds familiar ~
I not really know what does it mean actually ~
Haha ! No worries ! Google Search !
I found it ! ^__^* ~
Hilarious meant 滑稽的 !
Maybe It's just a decriptive word..
I don't think got any problem with it ...

I Do Not Know Why ~

2010-05-29T06:32:00.000-07:00

Look at this !
看一下 !
Tengok ini !
I don't know why ?!
我不知道為什么?!
Saya Tak tau Kenapa ?!
Ohh My god ! when we look at this , We straight away laugh !
Lolx ! Why having this kind Of pose for a " MAN " or " BOY "
Hahahahahaaaaaaaa !!!! Laugh till stomach pain xD

RanDom

2010-05-28T09:29:00.000-07:00
有个人、爱过了、就结束了
有句话、说过了、就后悔了
有道伤、痛过了、就麻木了
有颗心、颤过了、就破碎了

有时候、想说出那三个字、
却没勇气有时候、想说出另三个字、
却狠不下心有时候、想刻意记得、
却总是忘记有时候、想可以忘记、却总是败笔

想忘、那美好的过去想忆、
却渐渐逝去想静、却心烦意乱想哭、
却泪已流尽曾幻想、你我依然在一起曾梦想、

我会一生有你而现实、
看见你、
我在躲避不见你、
却在寻觅而如今、
说不出那种感觉
道不出那份思念

【 I'M Not Really Okay 】

2010-05-27T10:22:00.000-07:00

What A Holy Holy sh!t ?!
Monday Is My CHEMISTRY PAPER 2 !
AND !
What Am I Doing Here ?
Blog ?! On Line ?! Games ?! MSN ?!
Ohh My GOD !
Blogging somemore !
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit !
I never study since I took my dinner !
What The Hell Am I Doing ?!
HUH ?!
I'M tiring because of the date of the exam ~
I can't stand anymore !
why Cambridge set those "clevel" Timing & Torture us ?!
why ?!!!
I'M NUMB !
& Somehow ~ feeling stress !
aiks ! aiks ! aiks !
腰酸背痛！風濕病阿！唉～
老了啦～～～

[ Let It Unsolved ]

2010-05-24T18:41:00.000-07:00

Haix ! What a crush On us ?

I received a call yesterday, saying that my Daddy's brother commit suicide !

what ?!! I hope that I'M listened wrongly !

I was stunned ! How could I react with this ?

The first thing came into my mind !

How about my cousins ? Their parents already Divorce !

Who is going to take care of them ?

I felt very uncomfortable when I get know to this problem ..

I feel like speechless .. somehow ~

What's going on actually ?! I don't know !

This Morning ...

I'M again received a call from my Mummy ~

Eventually , I knew what happened ~

My Dad's brother borrowed " Subsection Bad Credit " !

I think all of you should know what is it ?! It's so call " Ah Long " ..

WTF ! You commit suicide because you're not able to take the risk ?

I'M sorry to tell the truth .. I feel very very disappointed ...

I can't even imagine ! How My cousins could face all these things ...

They are just Teenagers !!! Because Of your self-fishness ?!

I'M really really SORRY that I have shown my feelings from the standpoints Of My cousins !

and I really really don't know why ???? Why ?! You did all the things ! and Let It Unsolved ?!

I really really do not ! Never ! Hope that The Bad things will comes towards all my family members after you're R.I.P !

God Bless You ~ and please ~ Bless Us Too ...

We're not suppose to take the Risks from you ...

Your children are not suppose to take this Risks from you ...

What do you expect ?!

They're just Youngster ! They're not able to bring up themselve without YOU ~

seriously , I do not know why I'M crying now ~ Tears flow on my cheeks ~

I'M crying not because you're no longer in this world ...

I'M crying because I don't know How could My Cousins stay without YOU ...

『五個月又十八天』

2010-05-22T21:43:00.000-07:00

五月二十二日，
不敢相信自己，竟然用了五個月又十八天，放下了一段所謂的“感情”，
已經到了一個句點，我把那兩千又二百四十八封的信息刪除，
我的手機再也不必Lag了！真可笑的結論！
這畢竟是個回憶，我也真正得到一場教訓～
朋友們，奉勸一句～做事不要過火了！
在任何時候，都得設下自己的底線！
在還沒搞清楚狀況前，最好別超越界限～
在還未確定別人的身份時，就別忘記自己的身份！
所謂的“自我中心”，并不是自私～
只是一種自我保護的能力～
曾經，有人告訴我，
每一段感情的開始，都是因為找到了代替品，代替過去的感情～
我并不贊同這種說法～
因為感情是真誠的！我不相信，代替的感情會長久！
就如我說的：
“每一段感情的終點，就是自己生命里的起點”，
“每一段感情的起點，就是生命里遺憾的終點”，
“人生重重疊疊，我的生命就這樣一直延續下去”，
“還是相信，總有一天，我不再需要任何的代替品”。

Show Off My New Boyfriend ! xD

2010-05-20T23:32:00.000-07:00

~ Feel Like Want To Post ~
seriously ,
I do not know why am I so in Love with My blog !
I'M addicted with it !
Aww !
Instead ,
It is Boyfriend ~ I Think So xD
Lolx !
sounds very stupid !
But ,
It Is The Truth !
and Seriously !
I wanna show it Off !
My New Boyfriend !
Blogger ! ♥
ANN ♥ YOU !
and ~
I do always know that ,
You will never leave me ,
You will never gone in my life ~
I do know that ,
YOU ♥ ANN TOO !
Wahahahaahahahaaaaaa !!!!!

♥ Camwhore ♥ I'M self-loving ! Aww !

2010-05-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

♥ My bracelet with that dice

I'M bite-ing My Nail ! Aha ! xD

Lolx !

I ♥ My Wu-Ying spec ! xD
HeloOooo ! I'M 38 po !

Ohh My godness ! I'M totally in Crazy Mood !
Had been such a long time I din't Camwhore ~
WoOohoOoo !
Today's CHEMISTRY" Lab !
aiks ! we not really have enough to finish all the Questions !
I choose to ignored those 1 Mark's Calculation !
Because I don't know hw to calculate !!!!
Eww !
Whatever ! ByeBye ! Paper 3 !
Don't ever RACK Me !!!!

Hehe ~
sorry that I'M !nsane !
Kindly
Ignore OR Click away from this post
when you feel stupid !
^^* ~

Very The PekCekk !!

2010-05-19T19:14:00.000-07:00

T___T''''
sob sobhh ~
recently bully by UNCLE !
eww !
I feel very bad !~
I feel want to pinch him 99 larh !!!
{>__<}!!!
Ohh My godness !
argghhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M gonna be crazy >,

♥ A Single Me ♥

2010-05-17T06:48:00.000-07:00

♥ A Moodless Me

♥ A Stupid Me ♥

♥ An EMO Me ♥

♥ A Recent Me ♥
Stepping On The Ground without anyone ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Think a lot of stupid stuff alone ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Facing My A's Level with My soul ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Stress-ing Myself whenever am I ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Cannot find anyone to let Me Murmur ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Feeling that I'M solely ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Feeling Helpless whenever am I ~
♥ A Recent Me ♥
Feeling that I'M again lost Myself ~
♥
Maybe , I already get used , Not to be single ~
Maybe , I can't adapt Myself into this situation ~
Maybe , I'M still wondering & awaiting ~
Expecting something ,
BUT ,
I Can't really see through the things I expected ~
^
^
^
^
^
^
Kindly Ignore this post when you don't understand ~ Because I don't really rearrange my words properly ~ I just feel to post the things that running through my mind ~

❤ Simplified Yet Perplexed ❤ ann"s exclusive

[ 還是要幸福 ]

記得

A Story

♥ Back to my blog ♥

Blesslie♥ The Pet

A very short POST , stay tuned for Longer POST ~

I knew I know

Fully Used for 24 Hours ! ^^*

“ 你♥ 和 你們♥ ”

不是應該開心的嗎？

♥ Our 1st Month ♥

♥

！喜怒無常 ！

" A sorry that never die "

知己

[ 化 ]

Attn to : ♥ Dear ♥ 101006

♥

♥

無能為力

『心聲』

sudden post

♥ Addicted to Camwhore ♥

【 這樣的一個我 】

[ You ]

RandomPost

[ S.A.L.T ] 300710 [ !nsane Gang ]

…… 也許只能是特別的朋友……

相爱很难MV [ 张学友*梅艳芳 ]

♥ I'M Three & Eight ♥ LOL ~

I'll Never Know

I can't stop !

♥ Despicable Me ♥

I Hate It Yet I Love It !

[ simplified yet perplexed ]

掉了

【 續集 l 】

13 July 2010 [ MONDAY ]

Outing with CALUK's 7A2

In The Minute that I Hate Myself b'coz of NONsense !

天秤座_LIBRA

王力宏 ☆ 讓我取暖 ❤

~ Waiting for The Time To Pass ~

Germany Versus England ~ I ♥ Gerrard

Gerrard !!! ♥♥♥ aww !

♥ Initial-D ♥

wow ! O,o""" sweat ~

Movie"s Marathon _19th June

Celebrate with Grandfather ?! LOL ~

Pavillion_TheLoaf

NIKKO Hotel

DOTA Version

♥ 一个人♥

ANTI-Hospital

One More Day ^^* ~

× 無標題 ×

天秤座像吸血鬼

Status Of * LONE *

ROOM " Mad "

I seriously Dislike " Statement Of Entry " !

Define A Word

I Do Not Know Why ~

RanDom

【 I'M Not Really Okay 】

[ Let It Unsolved ]

『五個月又十八天』

Show Off My New Boyfriend ! xD

♥ Camwhore ♥ I'M self-loving ! Aww !

Very The PekCekk !!

♥ A Single Me ♥

“ 你♥ 和你們♥ ”

！喜怒無常！

【這樣的一個我】

【續集 l 】